- I think I'm hungry but then I'm not.
- Do you know what it's like to hate every inch of your body and every corner of your mind, to want to be skinnier and better but not have the energy to do so? Do you know what it's like to cry about something that happened a year ago or think messed up thoughts? To repeat something in your head until it feels 'right' to skip a meal then two then three. To look at the reflection with sad eyes and practiced a fake smile that doesn't show your crooked teeth and the scars on your thighs that have faded to lines and even they're not that noticeable, to you they stick out like black pen on white paper? How do you fool people into believing this "I'm fine" when you can barely hold yourself together.
- Sometimes I don't want things to get better. Sometimes I want things to get really bad so I have a reason to kill myself. Sometimes I wish people didn't care so I could kill myself without feeling bad, does that make me a shit person?
- I wanted to write down exactly what I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty and I could have described it any better.
- I just don't like myself anymore and there's nothing you can do about it.
- I don't want to eat but I do and when I do, I hate myself a little more.
- I hate myself, I really do. Don't tell me not to because you don't understand. You will never understand.
- If your screwing up your life because you are a perfectionist with major anxiety who procrastinates and spends way too much time on the internet, clap your hands. *claps hands*
- Not being able to eat in the morning because your stomach is upset from being nervous about school.
- I do not share my sadness because I do not want to compare it to yours.
- My biggest mistake wasn't falling for you, it was thinking that you had fallen for me too.
- My entire life is a continuous cycle of convincing myself that I can survive and then convincing myself I can't.
- When nobody has cared for so long, it's hard to accept it when someone finally does.
- I tried explaining why I was so sad but nothing could come out that was when I realized I didn't know why either.
- There are two reasons why people don't talk about things; either it doesn't mean anything to them or it means everything.
- It's sad, actually, because my anxiety keeps me from enjoying things as much as I should at this age.
- I have a hopeless crush on someone I have no chance with.
- All school has given me is chewed down finger nails, tired, lifeless eyes and the notion I'm not good enough.
- you are not weak just because you have a heavy heart
