" I don't know if this is part of my personality. But I find myself avoiding the person that I really love. Maybe it's due to a low self esteem issue. But mostly because I know that love is composed of a bunch uncertainty. When I get too attached to someone, I have to guess what's waiting at the finish line. Will that person return my feelings? Or will it stay unknown just like before? It's also hard for anyone to tell whether I love them or not. Because this avoidance attitude always seems to get in the way"
