Your Forever Is All That I Need

chapter 10

Johnny stood there looking scared and nervous.

Johnny what are you doing here.

Me and the gang need you back in Oklahoma.

No you don't I promise you guys will be fine.

Rebel please dally won't leave his room soda hasn't said anything, two bit doesn't talk much or watch Mickey mouse, pony is locked in is room most of the time, Darry is always working, Steve doesn't talk or eat much anymore in fact non of us have eaten much, and me well I started to cut.

WHAT Johnny get in here now I say pulling Johnny in and rushing him to the bathroom.

Show me them now.

Johnny takes his jacket off and shows me his wrist.

Johnny we promised I whispered letting a tear roll down my cheek as I look at his wrist.

I'm sorry he choked out.

I pull Johnny into a hug crying into each others shoulders for a little bit.

Ok Jades watching a movie in the living room I say leading Johnny into the living room.

Jade baby this Johnny he's an old friend of mine.

Hi Johnny Jade says smiling up at Johnny.

Hi Jade Johnny says smiling back.

Ok um Johnny did you eat yet.

No but I'm not hungry.

Are you sure.

I'm sure.

Uh ok um let me show you your room I say leading him up the stairs.

Ok here's where you'll be staying.

Ok uh thanks um we can head out tommorow morning.

Johnny im not going back.

Why not.

Because me and Jade are happy here.

You were happy in Oklahoma.

I was, I can't be there knowing that's were I lost the love of my life.

You didn't lose him Rebel.

Yes I did Johnny he doesn't love me anymore.

BULLSHIT Rebel Johnny yells dally hasn't been out of his room in three years he only eats once a month and before I left the gang was searching his room for anything he could kill himself with he has cuts all over his body Rebel he needs you, we need you.

Johnny I want to go back believe me I do-

Then come back Johnny says cutting me off.

I can't.

Why.

Because if I do someones ganna get hurt.

No Rebel please just come back please.

Fine I say not wanting to fight anymore.

Ok I'll help you pack your stuff tomorrow then we can leave.

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Johnny weres your stuff.

Oh uh I moved back into my house.

Why.

I couldn't sleep here.

Oh.

Ya.

After we got everything unpacked into my old/new house we drove to bucks.

Hey buck can you give me the key to dallys room.

Sure.

Thank you.

Anytime.

I walk up to dallys room unlocked the door and walked into see dally laying face down looking like all he was made of was skin and bones.

Go away dally yells throwing a beer bottle at me causing me to doge.

I walked over and sat in the side of the bed facing dally.

I said go away dally said rolling over to face me.

Rebel what are you doing here.

Dallys eyes were red and puffy and he had cuts and scars all over his neck chest and arms.

I couldn't stand being away from you.

Dally grabbed me and hugged me.

I love you Rebel please never forget that.

I won't I love you to I said crying into dallys shoulder and soon feeling my shoulder get wet with tears from dally.

I missed you soo much Rebel dally says pulling away to look me in the eyes.

Before I knew it we were kissing and making up for those three years apart. (They kept it PG you dirty minded ppl lol)

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Mommy wake up I wanna go home.

Huh oh hey Jade what time is it hun.

It's almost 12:00.

Oh ok I say prying myself from dallys arms.

I kissed dally on the forehead real quick left him a note that said I'll over tommorow morning and set off home with Jade.

Mommy Jade says climbing into her bed.

Yes hunny bun.

Who was that boy.

He was my first love and he still is.

Who's my daddy.

I don't know hun but dally is as much of ur daddy as ur real daddy is.

Ok mommy night night love you.

Love you to I say turning the light off and heading to my room.

I fell asleep wondering if me and dally are actually fixed and if we'll stay together.