Miracle In December | k.nj

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❝sparkling confession❞
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{ Maya point of view }

—His presences suddenly make my heart pounding so hard, but at the same time, he makes my stomach feel bubbly. Maybe what father told me was true, maybe he is miracle.

Once he sat down, across from me, he pulled out big sized cards from his bags. How fast of him, to understand my sickness–it makes me wonder, how did he come up with all these things?

He gave me a smile, pushing the cards closer to, as if he's telling to read. My lips formed a grin, I take the cards I my hand, so I read, every each of the cards.

Good afternoon, Maya. Though his greets are short, I didn't know why i blushed. 

the next cards says; how have you been doing? 

the other cards  had longer contents, as it says; the weather is getting cold now, please take care of your health.

and; since it's getting cold, i have a gift for you.. my smile suddenly fades

gift? he spent his money just to buy me gifts, which he shouldn't why is he even giving  me gifts?

Nam Joon pulled out a box from his bag, he  pushes it to me. he opened it to me, and reveal a white fabric and another card. i reach out my hands for the card, it has Nam Joon hand writing.

i know you already  Maya, and don't worry this gift is made from my mother's love, just for you.

a little  feeling of soothing came into my heart, and my lips quirk back a smile. i  look at him, and he's already smiling  at me with his dimples on his cheeks. i mouthed a thank you, and his eyes widen.

i'm not blind, i sometimes lip-reads whenever people talks, besides my doctor taught me before. so i just smiled proudly to him, and said i know i'm good  to him, in my head. then i excitedly take what's inside the box. 

i was shocked to look at these pair of cute mittens, it's beautiful, like  it's not a handmade. the colour matches the sweater Nam Joon gave. 

by looking at this, suddenly curiosity built up in my head–does he, felt something weird, like how i feel when i'm with him?  so i pull out my phone from my pocket, quickly i type and give him a see. his face shows that he was mystified.

he blinks his eyes rapidly, rubbing his nape, as his cheeks suddenly changed rosy, he said something, sadly i couldn't hear.  it was hard for to read his lips, he was fast—nervous i can tell. then, slowly his head nodding while hr gazed outside the window—shy.

there's fireworks in my heart, it just makes my whole mind  turned reckless. i read his books, i read other romance books too—descriptions about love are the same to what i'm feeling right now, with him.  

Nam Joon write something behind on one of the big sized cards, once  he finishes he gave it to me, and at the moment i read it, my heart feels like exploding, like there's a dynamite exploded. 

DO YOU LIKE ME MAYA? 

i am sure my feeling towards him is not strong enough to call love, but i would say yes, i  do like him. so i nodded my head vigorously, his smiles gotten wider than earlier, then he writes something again on a different card.

it says; AND I LIKE YOU TOO. tho it looks childish, but i like you very much! 

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so urgh finally an update !!!