Miracle In December | k.nj

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❝miracles in December❞

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{ Maya point of view }

no one knows when we are going to die, maybe today, maybe tomorrow and the day after tomorrow or next week, it's unpredictable.

age doesn't really shows a lot, some kids died early than old peoples. a healthy person can die first than a person with cancers.

a mother can die after delivering their child, or the child can die after coming out from her mother's vagina, and the mother is alive.

people who got a car accident can live in trauma, or coma. while some others can just got minor injuries, or a broken leg.

some people were born with flaws, deaf, blind, weak hearts, and more. but some people got flaws by damaging themselves.

sometimes things are just unpredictable, and unexpected—no one knows death, fate, and future.

it's magic if we think it more clearly, only god can create it, and only god knows it. It's funny that we believe what doctors says when we're already healed, or the diseases is getting worse.

sure, they're doctors and they know about health problems, but they're only humans. they don't know anything but helping.

the doctor said I only have 20 years to live, and since I was born I was deaf, I was born with brain tumor and I had a surgery before, which they said it's already removed.

but they only lied, they lied just to keep our heart in ease. the tumor has came back, like pimples on the forehead.

“hold me tight, Maya,” his deep voice has been haunting me for days now.

I knew about his heart surgery, because he sent me the book. the book that he's going to publish in 2016.

Miracles In December.

its totally contained our story, everything is the same, and that's where I found out he's dying, just like me.

the books made me cry for the whole 2 days of reading it. I just can't hold the tears, so I burst it because I can feel it.

how pained he was that time, his heart is different from anyone's heart. it's not beating like our hearts, it's slowing like death has come for him.

“we don't have much time,” said the Doctor—actually they lied. it only depends on how the doctor did on the surgery.

if they succeed, then the time is enough for him to live. If they didn't, then they really did not have much time.

it's the same thing, like my tumor. they only lied.

if we believe that we're going to live, because Miracles are there to help us. Everybody knows, December is when magic appears.

Fairy, pixies, or tinker bell are the helpers too, they got magics to make the miracles stronger than anything.

“I love you, Maya” and from the magic word can make the miracles happened with glitters and sparkles, stars and winds—like the one in cartoon.

Nam Joon is right in front of me, smiling with his dimples that I love the most. he's shimmering, is this heaven?

he extended his hands for me, “come with me...” He said, am I dying already?

are we dead?

“hold my hands, we'll live in a better world Maya,” if I hold his hands, do I not see the world again?

I gave him a weak smile, “I-” it's hard to decide weither to wake up or hold his hands and follow him to the afterlife.

“I love you Maya..”

my lips curled to a wider smile, “I love you too, Joonie...” I reach out his hands and hold him tight.

he pulled me closer to him, and it felt like a dream. if we're at heaven then this is the most beautiful moment in my life.

“Maya, are you okay?”

Alright I was joking, we weren't in heaven ha-ha. but Nam Joon is really in front of me, still smiling like never before.

“what makes you think I'm not?”

He shrugged his shoulder, “You were smiling...hold on, are you seeing other guys when I'm not here!?”

“don't be silly, I'm 24/7 here!”

today is the 1st of January, and everything what the doctor told us were lies. Nam Joon surgery was cancelled, because when the doctor checked him, his heart was beating as normal like our hearts.

and me, well yeah I did my surgery and Nam Joon was begging to the doctor too let the professional doctors to do my surgery—I'm healed now, the tumor is 100% removed.

I opened my eyes yesterday, and I watched the last snowfalls. It was beautiful, and I am very thankful for Nam Joon, father and the doctors to save me.

“hey, I have a surprise for you...” he said pulling out a sketch board from I don't know where.

He opens it, and the first page was written my name. MAYA,then next one says, WILL and the next page says; ACCEPT. The last page says, MY.

I didn't understand, Maya will you accept my— my jaws dropped when he pulls out a ring from his palm.

“proposal?” he said, while I cup my mouth out of excitement.

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so okay miracles seriously do happens. You can't see it, nor can you feel it, but it's there somewhere for you, in December.

Only in December, if you believe, the Miracles believes in you too. it doesn't matter if your problems is severe, or minor, if you just believe, miracles happens.

well of course miracles doesn't happened between Nam Joon and me only, to everyone of course.

Father met a lady, she's beautiful and very nice, and he accidentally likes her. It happened on the 31st of December when he was waiting outside for me.

Jungkook and Taehyung, they were upgraded their places, Jungkook as the supervisor and Taehyung as the manager.

Yoongi, Nam Joon's friend is inside the rehabilitation at Daegu, and he's back with his girlfriend, Hoseok's sister.

It was a bit sad news for Jimin, but he's happy now, because his gift shop has more branches in Korea.

Hoseok finally publishes a novel, it has became the bestselling at Korea, Nam Joon lost one spot.

Yoonji, Yoongi's sister has finally become a professor in one of the biggest named hospital.

Nam Joo, is an attorney now, with her husband Kim Seokjin they're both happy with their first child in her tummy.

Nam Joon's Mother, she's doing fine now. her depression was healed since Christmas Eve.

It all happens because of Miracles.

“You may kiss the bride...”

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