Kiss me, Not

The Feels

Raven pulled Octavia nearer by the bench behind the large oak tree outside the science building and casually strolled by.

"Oh really?" The taller girl uttered in surprise, pulling the tiny girl tighter.

Lexa turned her head to the approaching voices and saw Raven and Octavia walking nearer.

"Yeah. Clarke agreed to go out with Finn on her birthday." Octavia loudly informed subtly giving glances at the brunette who seemed to be still pre-occupied with her book.

They were already inches away, Raven stopped and took hold of Octavia's hands; taking her by surprise, Oh my god. She's holding my hands... Octavia! Stop it! Focus!

"Really? That's this Saturday, right? I wonder what are they gonna do?" she hummed, letting go of the girl's hand -much to Octavia's disappointment- tapping her chin in deep thoughts.

Lexa furrowed her eyebrows and kept her attention by the book on her lap. What are they doing here? So much for peace and quiet.

"I don't know!" Wheeling around and decided to walk away slowly, crushing down her desires for her best friend. But still kept their conversation loud enough so it still could be overheard by the girl occupying the bench. "Maybe candle light dinner! A romantic walk to the park! Holding hands... Star gazing... "

She gazed back at the two figures approaching the Science building and felt a weird pang of... jealousy? No way!... But why would Clarke go out with Finn anyways? She doesn't like him... She doesn't, right? She likes me... Right?

"No, Lexa. Get your head straight. This got nothing to do with you," She bantered, shaking her head profusely as if by doing so would ease her mind from thinking of all the inane thoughts. As by doing so would help her chest stop the tugging feeling that she had been feeling for the past few weeks. There's no way...

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"Mom! I'm home!"

She plodded down the kitchen where she usually finds her mom doing magic, and as she pushed open the door with her sore leg; due to training all afternoon, she found somebody else bending over by the over. Lexa gulped down by sight of a big apple bottom staring at her. Feeling embarrassed and flushed from gawking at the blonde's bottom, she quickly turned; trying to recover from the brief wayward thoughts. What's wrong with you, Lexa! Get your head straight!

"Lexa!"

The brunette turned around and found Clarke smiling at her widely, holding a tray of vanilla cake. She nodded at her, then placed down her soccer equipment and bag on the ground and casually walked over the fridge. Pulling out a jug of water, feeling parched all of a sudden.

"Baking cake?"

She saw the blonde's eyes lit up, "Yeah. Your mom taught me a little while ago. She went out for a bit running some errand. She'll be back soon," placing the cake carefully over the counter top to cool it down.

Lexa hummed and drank up even more water, drowning the thoughts that kept squeezing inside her brain. She cleared her throat and watched the blonde looked back at her expectingly, "Good luck," she uttered huskily, nodding at the cake.

"Thanks!"

The blonde gave a warm smile and went right back preparing the frosting and fresh fruits. Lexa took the opportunity to grab her stuff and stormed to her bedroom with a racing heart.

"What's wrong with you, Woods! Chill for a minute!" she chastised as she sagged down on her bed, covering her face with a visible worry lines of concern. What's going on with me...