Kiss me, Not

The Debacle of Emotions

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She opened her mouth but came out. She tried it again but nothing beats how hurtful it was hearing those words.

"This isn't working out, Lexa." Clarke shrugs, her blue eyes were looking straight into Lexa's soul. "We're not working out. I thought after we get married everything will good. I thought I can finally be happy with you." She shakes her head sadly. "But as it turns out... I'm not."

"Clarke-..."

"Don't. I don't need to hear your explanation, Lexa. I know you're a genius and there's got to be a reason why you're doing this to me... But I'm hurt," Clarke wipes away her tears as she struggles to keep her composure strong. "You're hurting me. I thought you love me. I thought you're gonna take care of me-.."

"I am!-... I will! But Clarke-.." Lexa promptly pursed her lips when Clarke chuckles ridiculously, yet sadly.

"No, you're not," she shakes her head. "This is not how it supposed to be. A married couple Lexa, supposed to love each other. Protect each other... Not- Not leaving the other partner hanging. Waiting. If you'll come back home at night. If you'll ever come home at all! Im tired, Lexa." Clarke immediately stood up before Lexa could disrupt her because she don't think she can handle anymore if Lexa decides to break down on her. She knew she'll break down too and poof! Her strong stance is all gone. All the things that she believes in will burn to the ground just to welcome back the love of her life. Again 

"Clarke, please let me explain," Lexa pleaded grabbing the blonde's arm.

Clarke stopped for a brief moment and sighs, looking down at those green eyes. It aches her heart but she have to do this. There's no other way. Lexa will never learn her lesson if she still let herself be submissive. "There's nothing to explain Lexa. You've made your choice and now, I'm making mine."

With one quick swift, she pulled her arm away from the girl's grip and drown away the girl's voice as she walks away with a heavy heart.

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3 days, 16 hours and 27 minutes, that I have never talked to Clarke. *sigh* What are you doing now, Clarke? Are you thinking about me? Why don't you talk to me? Why wouldn't you listen to my explanation?

Lexa threw her book on the side and leans back on the bench. She rubs her face exasperatedly and grunted loudly.

"Clarke!!!"

Several heads turns to her direction but she doesn't care. The entire school already circulated rumours that they had filed a divorce and that Clarke had banished her from their bedroom and that they weren't speaking to each other.

Lexa knew that this is just a petty fight. That it'll be over soon. She thought that after that evening Clarke will be back to her old self again by the next morning but that didn't happened. Clarke was distant. She wasn't talking. She moves around like Lexa doesn't exists.

Which was utterly ridiculous!

"Raven Reyes! Step out!"

Raven looks around the empty lecture room and looks at Lexa weirdly. "Lexa? What are you doing here?"

Lexa looks around the corridor and ignores the talks and stares from the passer-by. "Where's Clarke?"

"Where's Clarke?" she repeated, "How was I to know? She's your wife shouldn't you know better than I do? You live under the same room. You share a bed."