Love Me

Chapter 5 // edited

"When is Brian even coming over?", I asked after a few seconds of awkward silence. "In about 5 minutes.", Alex said taking her phone out. "Uh... Izzy, can we talk for a second?", Ethan asked me insecure and I nodded. We stood up and went to my parent's bedroom. They were at work, so it was empty. "What did you wanna talk abo..", I started, but he cut me off by grabbing my face and kissing me. Ethan was kissing me. I was freaking out. Our lips were moving in sync and it was freaking amazing. I was dying inside. After a few seconds we pulled away and he rested his forehead on mine. I smiled and he did too. "Do you wanna be my girlfriend? I know it's kinda early, since we hadn't had our first date yet, but I really couldn't wait any longer.", he chuckled and I looked up. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. He was asking me to be his girlfriend. Fucking yes! "Of course.", I smiled and pushed my lips on his again. I felt his smile under the kiss and it was the cutest thing on this planet. He was driving me crazy. We pulled away again and intertwined our fingers. It was perfect. We stepped out and went to my room again.

In the meantime Brian has already arived and as Ethan and I walked in hand in hand everyone stared at us. "Brian! You're finally here. Great. Let's watch a movie.", I said fast as there was a minute of just starring. "Which one?", Alex said playing along. "Something Christmas like.", Ethan said and I nodded with Alex. Brian looked away and searched for a movie. Cameron was still looking at our hands. It was awkward, very awkward. I ran my handthrough my open hair and sat down, letting go of Ethan's hand. Cameron followed my moves with his eyes closely. I just let him. Whatever. Suddenly the movie started and we turned off the lights. I tried to concentrate on the movie, but I could literally feel Camerons eyes drill through me. I looked annoyed looked at him, but he kept looking. Whatever. The movie was funny and we laughed at some parts. But Cameron was quiet the whole time. What the hell was wrong him?!

After the movie we turned on the lights again and talked for a bit. "Did you like the movie, Cam?", I asked him and he just nodded without making a single noice. I knew something was wrong. And I was slowly getting annoyed by it. "Good answer. He's not very...I don't even know.", Brian laughed and I stood up. They all looked at me and I grabbed Cameron hand and pulled him up. "We'll be back in a minute.", I said faking nice and dragged him out. "What?", I asked him on the hallway. "What do you mean, what?", Cameron asked me. "Why aren't you saying anything, starring at me all the time?", I asked getting louder with every word coming out of my mouth. "I'm not starring at you!", he said loudly. My room door opened and Alex was looking through the gap. "Are you guys okay?", she asked and I nodded. "Yeah, we're fine. We'll be back in a second.", I said and faked a smile. She nodded and closed the door again.

"Come on, we're too loud.", I said calmer and he followed me to my parents bedroom again. "So, what's is the problem?", I asked him. "There is no problem!", Cam said loud. "There certainly is!", I said about to yell. "No there's not! What do you want from me?", he yelled. "What do you want from me?! You're starring at me all the time, not even saying a word. What's wrong?", I yelled worried. Wow, I actually was worried. "Nothing, why don't you understand?", he asked yelling at me. His jaw clenched and I could see the anger in his eyes I was actually getting a bit scared. "Because I know you to well, to believe you. You're lying.", I said calmer. "I'm not! Just get along with that fact! I am not lying. There is no problem and I don't stare. It's all fine, why don't you understand?!", he yelled and I felt fear rushing through me. I've never experienced Cameron so mad before and I'm not sure why, but I started to tear up. I hated when people yelled at me. I was getting scared. I looked down on the floor and tried to blink the tears away. He threw his head back in frustration and bit his lips. I nodded slowly and started walking towards the door. I was already on the hallway when Cameron called my name. I stood still and turned around to look at his with guilt filled eyes. "I'm sorry, it's just...not my best day today.", he said apologetic and came closer. I nodded and looked back on the floor. I couldn't look in his eyes, I would start crying. "Please look at me.", he begged and his voice cracked. I still didn't and he pulled my chin up with his fingers, so I was forced to. I blinked away the tears and he sighed as he realized what he just did. He scared me. "I'm sorry, I didn't meant to get loud.", Cameron said honest. "I know, I just.. I kinda got worried. Sorry, I shouldn't be asking if you don't want to tell me.", I apologized to and rubbed my eyes. "It just wasn't the best day for me, nothing else. Sorry for scaring you.", he said and I gave him a small smile. Suprisingly Cameron hugged me tightly and I hugged back with everything I had. His arms were wrapped around my waist and mine around his neck. After 5 seconds we pulled away and smiled. "So we're good again?", he asked worried. "Yeah, we just both overreacted. It's fine. We're good. Let's get going.", I smiled slightly and he smiled relieved. We went inside my room and everyone stared at us. "Are you guys ok? We heard yelling.", Alex asked suspiciously. "Yeah.", I said and nodded sitting down on the floor next to Ethan. "You sure?", Brian asked full of doubt and looked at Cameron. "Pretty much.", he said looking at me and I nodded again. "What happened?", Ethan whispered and I took a deep breath. "Nothing, it's fine.", I said and gave him a small smile. He just nodded slowly and I sighed. They didn't believed us at all. Well, their loss.

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Hope you all enjoyed that chapter it was fun to write :) <3