I pause for a moment and think about what he said.
"You think you're still in love with me?" I say finally.
"Yeah." He says
"How would you know that? You haven't seen me since we were 12 and we haven't had a real conversation since you have gotten back." I say.
"Well I never really stopped thinking about you while I was in California. I put off dating because I knew we were coming back eventually and I wanted you to be my first girlfriend. I thought you would have waited for me too ,but I guess you didn't." He says.
I say "I thought you were never coming back ,so I tried to get over the fact that we would never date as fast as I could. It took forever everytime I thought about dating I never could because I always thought of you. Eventually you stopped coming up in my mind everytime I thought of dating and then I found Kyle. We have been together ever since and you have no right to leave me here alone and then come back and tell me you love me when everything is going great in my life. I have amazing friends and a great boyfriend and that's all I can ask for. You don't get to just leave and come back and expect us to be exactly how we were before. So you are just gonna have to get over the love you have for me because I'm not just gonna drop everything in my life and come running back to you.
All I hear is silence for a couple of minuets and then I hear a sniffle and the Connor says "Ok if that's what you want then I'll just leave you alone."
I say "Thank you. Goodbye." Then I hang up the phone and walk back over to where my friends are sitting. They all are just staring at me like they want to know who that was and what it was about so I just say "It was just my brother he was didn't know where I was." The guys just nod and seem to believe me ,but my friends all know I'm lying so I text them saying I'll tell them later. We move on from the subject and all get in the pool and have a good time until it's time to leave.
That night after I have gotten home and showered I get a call from Paige asking if I wanted to go to dinner with her and the other girls. I agree because I know that they are doing this so they can hear about my phone conversation at the pool earlier. I ask when we are going and where. She tells me we are going to my favorite little bistro in the city at 6:30. I tell her I'll be there and hang up the phone. I look at the clock and it's 5:30 so I dry my hair and curl it get dressed and put on my makeup and head out the door.
I'm the last one to get there so I find the table and sit down and they all just stare at me so I say "Can we talk about something else first? Do we have to get into this right away?"
They all say "YES!" in sinc like they planned it.
I start the story by saying that it was Connor that called and he had been calling me non-stop so I answer the phone and the first thing he says is he still loves me. Paige, Kate, and Ashley all gasp. I say "I know right."
Then Paige says "Does he know that he can't just leave you here when you were twelve and come back and see that yor happy and are in a loving committed relationship and tell you that he still loves you? That crosses the line. Please tell me you told him off."
"Oh don't worry I did." I say and then go on telling them what I said and tell them that I think he was crying after I said that.
"Well serves him right." Kate says.
"So what are you gonna do?" Ashley asks.
"I think I'm just gonna forget about it and him and not tell Kyle. There's no reason for him to know since I don't feel anything towards Connor he has no reason to worry ,so no reason to get him worried." I say. All the girls nod and we change the subject because Ashely and her boyfriend Sam are having issues and she really needs to talk so we spend the rest night trying to cheer her up and help her solve her problems.
When we finish at the restaurant I'm really tired so I just go home and when I get there Connors car is parked in front of my house. As I pass his car to get to the driveway I see that he's still in the car. I pull into the drive way and get out and I see that he's getting out to. I yell "What are you doing here? I told you to leave me alone!"
He says "Megan clam down I just want to do one thing before you shut me out completely."
I cross my arms and glare at him and say "What would that be?"
He walks up to me embraces me and kisses me. I was so shocked I didn't know what to do so I didn't try to pull away. When pulls back he stares at me and I roll my eyes and act like I didn't care but I don't know what I think of that. So he sadly gets in his car and drives away. I decide that I'm just gonna forget about it and convince myself that it didn't mean anything and I'm not going to tell anyone about it.
