Sydney's POV
|||||||||I woke up to Michael shaking me and excited which he's done on a regular basis since we left for tour. A few weeks have passed and I've missed Austin. I also haven't met one of the boys who we are touring with, which is weird since we're touring together.
"Hey uh, Sydney are you ok? You've been a bit out of it lately," Michael asked as we flew to America. "No really. I don't know why I just don't feel the same since... Well you know," I said as I looked out the window. "I still can't believe you had the guts to do that. I couldn't ever do that to anyone," Ashton said from the seat behind me. "Well, that's you but I've had to tell people goodbye my whole life," I said as a tear ran down my cheek. "Don't cry Syd. It's gonna be ok," Michael replied as he hugged me. A few minutes later I was drifting off to sleep still in Michaels arms.
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When the plane landed I was still in Michaels arms. As I yawned, he woke up two. "Hey sleepy," I said to him as he got situated again. "Hey beautiful," he said in his normal groggily tone from in the morning as I blushed. I couldn't admit it but I kinda had a crush on him.
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Luke's POV
As I sat next to Michael I couldn't help getting jealous from his friendship with Sydney. I mean, Jocelyn had told me that she had a crush on me, but that was before she started dating Jocelyn.I looked over at cal, and saw him sitting in his seat in misery. He hasn't got much sleep since him and Jocelyn broke up and has been sick lately. I'm getting really worried about him. "He cal are you sure your ok?" I asked as I stood up to get my luggage. "What? Yea," he said as he sat there. "I'm still just beat up from Jocelyn leaving me. It's really hard for me. I mean, she was the first girl I loved that I'm not related to," he said as I looked down at Sydney who just stared at him with hurt eyes. She's really sensitive and doesn't believe she's enough and I bet that made her feel worse.
Sydney's POV
As I listened to Luke and cal talk, I felt like I just wanted to die. People tell me that I'm not good enough, but coming from my brother who's saved me from committing suicide, shouldn't say that another girl is the first girl he loved that he's not related to. I know I shouldn't be hurt because I know that's not what he meant but I can't help it.
((((((((((When we got back the hotel, I saw the Boy I haven't met yet. Which is ironic because he's my favorite. "Hello love my names is Louis," he said as I started to fangirl. All I did was hug him. I wouldn't tell anyone but I liked both Luke and Louis. But I'm smart enough to know neither of them could ever like me. Ever.
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A/N:
I love this'd chapter but I think it's to long. I know how I said this chapter would be a Christmas update but this is just a spacer!
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Adopted by the hoods
Fanfiction16 year old Sydney, who is from America had a very troubled past. She now lives in a adoption center in Canberra, Australia. She gets made fun if and is the girl no one wants to be. Soon she gets the biggest change of her life.