Nicki: So she was mad after she gave you the okay?
Bey: Yeah, complete bullshit.
Nicki: You did kiss her man.
Bey: It was a dare Nic.
Nicki: Yeah, I know. I'm just messing with you. I'm glad that me and Meek went out then.
Bey: I just wish I could rewind time. Everyone is treating me so differently now.
Nicki: Kaycee told me about you twerking on AJ.
Bey: I feel like it was all a set up.
Nicki: Kaycee and Aaliyah have always been petty like that.
Bey: Even Kelly is being standoffish.
Nicki: Aaliyah is her bestie so I'm not surprised. But on the bright side, you got me and your best friend Jay.
Bey: I haven't seen that nigga all day.
Nicki: Yeah, he likes to disappear every once in a while. But on to more important news, my birthday is coming up.
Bey: Yeah, I know. What's the plan?
Nicki: It's already set up. We're gonna go to the pool in the park, the guys are gonna BBQ, water balloon fight, water guns, and whatever else trouble we get into.
Bey: Sounds like fun.
Nicki: And don't even think about bringing your books.
Bey: Shut up. I didn't plan on it.
Nicki: Okay, since my party is in 2 days we're gonna go get swim suits. You want to come?
Bey: All of the girls are going?
Nicki: Well yeah.
Bey: I really don't want to be around them right now.
Nicki: I feel you on that but do you have a swimsuit?
Bey: I don't. How about I give you the money and you bring me something back?
Nicki: That'll work and what size?
Bey: A medium will work. And don't bring me back a little ass bikini, a one piece will be just fine.
Nicki: I got you boo.
I gave her the money and she headed out with the rest of the girls. They were taking the bus to the mall.
I was on my way to my room when I bumped into Jay.
Jay: Watch where you're going Houston.
Bey: Move jerk.
Jay: Ya boy can't get no love?
Bey: Where have you been all day?
Jay: Chill, you know what it is.
Bey: And what happens if you get caught?
Jay: Don't worry about that?
Bey: How can I not worry?!
Jay: Whoa, I'm gonna let you calm down. We'll talk later.
He turned to walk away from.
Bey: Don't you dare walk away from me when I'm talking to you.
Jay: What the fuck do you want me to say Beyoncé?!
Bey: Say that you'll stop.
Jay: If I tell you that then I'd be lying.
I let a tear fall. Jay is the first person I've felt close to in a long time and I don't know what I'd do if I lost him.
