Lover to one, daughter to the other. A black butler fanfic

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"What would you like to know?" All the playfulness I had before is now gone as I became the being with no emotions.

"How about you start with when you were born, also your childhood. Also anything else you think I should know." Ciel seems to notice my change in moods, but keeps prying.

"I was born 208 years ago, my childhood sucked all the way till it ended when I was 8 and my life continued to suck until I was about 128. I don't like talking about it to anyone. Is there anything else you wish to know?" I spit bitterly.

"Yes, actually. Are you finished your soup?" Ciel rests his hand on mine and I realize my nails were dug into the table, so I pulled them out and relaxed a little.

"Yes, I am, what's next?" I regain my playful mood, trying to seem like my past wasn't bothering me anymore. I realize how fast my mood can change and thought how they could give someone whiplash.

"A Salmon filet with a Markell sauce, with a side of potato cubes." Sebastian lists off a meal that any cat would love, all cats except one, me. Of course he assumed I like any kind of food that cats like, people always do.

"Urg... I hate fish... I don't understand why people would eat it..." I half whisper, tho they will both hear me perfectly fine.

"What? But your a-a..." Ciel started to say before I cut him off, loosing control.

"YES I AM A CAT! WHAT DOES IT MATTER?" I practically yell. "IF YOU ARE BRITISH, DO YOU LIKE ALL BRITISH FOOD? NO, I DON'T THINK SO!" I am furious.

"W-well if you like, Sebastian can make something else in no time... W-what do you like to eat?" Ciel is shaking slightly, Sebastian gets closer to him as if to pretext him if I should try something, like that would do any good. Calm down, I need to calm down, I can't change here, I must calm down.

I feel my pure demon features start to recede as I become the emotionless shell once again. That was a close call, I don't want to hurt anyone, and if I had turned completely I would have destroyed anything or anyone... Literally...

"I like T-bone steak. Medium rare, but if it is to much trouble I can go catch my own meal. I don't mind." I say, back to my normal unemotional state, I have to remember to control even my good emotions, they lead to unleashing the bad.

Sebastian looks at me as if I am the most interesting thing on the planet.

"Sebastian go make Miss Rouge and I some steak. Since we were supposed to have that anyways, before you changed the meal plan to beat suit "our" needs." Ciel looks at Sebastian with distaste, almost anger.

"Of course, bocchan." He does what I gather to be his signature bow towards Ciel, then leaves to go prepare our meal.

"What was that, that thing that happened to you when you got angry? You changed... your eyes got darker but yet glowed, your hair looked like an actual deep dark red fire and your features became frightening." Ciel looked at me with both curiosity and fear.

"Uh... Where to start... Well because I am half demon, I also have demon traits, like the demon form, only pure demons have full control over it because that is what they truly look like. But for me, I have no control over it, when I loose control over my feelings, more often the bad, the demon side takes over and brings my true form froward. I... It goes on a rampage killing and destroying everything... In that form I have even killed demons..." I trail off at the memory, I shiver from slight fear and the image of all the destruction in front of me. Ciel senses my unease and quickly changes subject.

"Well other then fish, what other things do you not like that cats would?" He gave me a look saying that Sebastian would be back soon and we should tease him more.

"Well I hate fish and anything that comes from the water like seafood. Tho I do like duck. I don't like being pet or rubbed to much but there are times when I do. I am more of a dog person, I absolutely love dogs. And I am aller..." I say as I smell the food coming as Sebastian walks in, his eye brows raised in surprise and a questioning look on his face.

"My lord, Lady Rouge, diner is ready." He puts a plates in front of me and the other in front of Ciel.

It was an amazing looking steak with a decently sized bone. It looked to delicious to wait for the butler to stop describing it, so I ended up starting to eat before he finished talking, trying to eat quietly and respectfully, while fully enjoying the meal.

"Miss Rouge, you don't have to hold back on my behalf or my butlers. If it's as delicious as you make it look, eat it the way you like and want." Ciel gives me a mischievous smile, telling me to eat like a dog to annoy the cat maniac.

I drop the fork and knife and grab the steak with both hands and started eating. I got a huff of disgust from the cat freak himself.

After Ciel and I finish diner, I finished without getting anything on me, we sit there talking about my work agreements, I continue to naw on the bone, content.

"You will protect me and help Sebastian keep the other servants from destroying my mansion." Ciel explains.

"Is there anything else? Am I aloud to ask for things to be added for my comfort?" I ask, hoping that I will be able to get what I need and want.

"Of course, as long as it is not to demanding, I need my servants to be happy or they might go against me." Ciel says, giving me his full attention.

"I will need about 4 days to myself per month to do my own thing, and that you will help me to find the demon that is my father if I help you catch criminals for the queen." I say stating everything on my mind, then quickly added. "Also keep that crow from being all cat-lovey to me, I hate being treated like an animal."

"Of caurse. Is it okay if I ask why you need the 4 days? I am quiet curious." Ciel looks at me intently, trying to figure me out.

"No, but you will most likely discover why as time goes by, just don't look into it. If you do, and I will know, I will no longer be in your employ." I stand up to go, putting the bone on my plate. "Is that all for to day?"

"Yes. Sebastian, lead Rouge back to her room." Ciel stands and walks to the big doors leading to the hallway.

"I can find my way. Go do what you need to do, crow. I will see you both in the morning, and I will start work then." I say leaving Sebastian standing there in confusion as I pass Ciel and disappear down the halls.

I find my room in no time, and get ready for sleep. I realize I haven't been in cat form enough so I change into that form and lie on a pillow and fall asleep.

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