Lover to one, daughter to the other. A black butler fanfic

Chp.5 Needing comfert

---Sebastian's POV--Back when Rouge fell unconscious---
I waved the catnip in front of her nose. A look of panic filled her eyes.

"Are you crazy?" She wheezes before collapsing, seeming to have an allergic reaction to something. To catnip. I caught her before she hit anything, laying her on the floor gently. I ran around trying to get rid of all the catnip I own for her safety. While I did this, I kept going back to her to make sure she was always breathing.

Finally I got rid off all the danger. Rouge was still breathing, thankfully, I picked her up and brought her to her room. I had just placed a damp cloth on her forehead when I felt Ciel call me.

I went to his study in an instant. And knocked. He bid me to enter, so I went in. "You called for me, my lord?" I ask, knowingly.

"Yes, there has been an event in the case I am working on. All the girls happen to be of supernatural lineage. Can you call on Rouge to see if she will be the bait for us?" Ciel asks, sounding bored and unhappy to have to use Rouge as bait.

"Rouge is currently indisposed. I have discovered the she has an allergy to catnip. She is more like one of those vile, horrid, idiotic things..." I say, displeased with myself and that she was more like a dog then a cat, before Ciel cut me off.

"ARE YOU SERIOUS?" He stands up from his chair and glares at me before slumping back in his chair groaning, a hand over his face. "Go take care off her. I need her to be healthy for this." He waves me away with the hand not on his face.

"Yes, my lord." I bow and leave, rushing to Rouge's room.

I went to change the cloth when I noticed a lack off breath. It scared me more then it should. I start breathing for her, mouth to mouth. After a couple of blows, she coughs and starts breathing again on her own.

I put the fresh cloth on her forehead. She started to accumulate a cold sweat, as if she was scared, a panicked look on her face. She started trashing and mumbling, as if she was trying to stop something or to get away from something. I sit down next to her and hold her down gently so she doesn't hurt herself. "Shh... Rouge wake up, it's only a dream..."

---Rouge's POV---

I jolt awake from someone touching me. I scream and scratch out at the person. I hear a grunt and realize it's a man. He held my wrist so I couldn't do that again. Once I open my eyes, I notice Sebastian sitting next to me. I was dreaming...

About my past...

Again...

I look at him in the eyes, my orange stare look into his red one. Tears start to fill my eyes. I start to shake, sobs taking over my body, I can fell the change happening as I sob, the change into the monster.

I had three tails and my eyes were completely cat like, I was also taller then Sebastian. I started to loose control over what I was doing when Sebastian put his arms around me in a firm and gentle hug.

"Shh... Calm, my kitten, calm..." Sebastian cooed to me as he stroked my hair in a way that calmed the cat side of me, calming me as well.

Once I was no longer in danger of changing and killing everyone, I was still crying into his chest. It felt nice to be in someone's arms. I haven't been held this way since William...

"Shh... What's wrong? Please tell me..." He spoke softly.

I was still in shock of the dream so I told him. "I-I was... g-going home... a-after my mother *sob* l-left me... and t-this man... and I-I wasn't strong enough... I was so small... i-it hurt so much!" I sob as Sebastian keeps me calm, I could feel his body tense as it radiates anger.

"It's ok, it was just a dream." He speaks softly through clenched teeth.

"It wasn't just dream... It was a memory, from when I was eight, 200 years ago." I look up into his eyes, they were filled with anger and hatred, I flinch away slightly.

He realizes he scared me a little, he looks at me softly. "I am sorry for scaring you. I can't think of someone hurting you, touching you in that way, it's revolting!" He growls.

"I am sorry for upsetting you and telling you. Forget about it, I didn't mean to tell you. I didn't want anyone to know about it anyways. I don't like talking about my past." I say moving away from him. He looks at me sadly. "I am sorry for bothering you with my past. If you want to leave, great." I spit.

"I don't understand why you are apologizing for something that was forced onto you. I am glad you told me, not glad that it happened." He moves next to me and wraps his arms around me, treating me like a normal person and not like a cat. I want to push him away but also didn't at the same time. It's been so long since someone held me like this. I need the comfort.

Instead of pushing him away or moving closer I just sit there, unmoving. Finally Sebastian stands. "I need to go take care of the master." He says as I shrug, still needing comfort but also needing to be alone.

"Ok, whatever. I want to be alone anyway. I will see you tomorrow." I say neutrally, as I think about the last time someone gave me that kind of attention. Sebastian leaves and closes the door, I slowly drift off into thought.

---flash back-- no ones POV---

Rouge was walking around a huge library. She was looking around when a pair of arms wrapped around her waist an a chin rested on her shoulder. She smiles and turns her head to receive a kiss. She kisses the man back. She pulls away and smiles at him, she always felt happy and safe around him.

"Will I thought you were busy for the next few days? I was planing on staying with the Undertaker. I haven't seen him in a while." She says turning in his arms. He always looked proper in his suit, his emerald eyes shining through his glasses and a smile that always grew when around her.

"My work was given to another. They thought I was being over worked and needed a break, so here I am, with you in my arms." He says before pulling her into another kiss.

They had been "making out", as some would call it, for a while when Rouge felt a familiar tug on her hair. "Mmg! Mrell... mro... mmrawray... (Arg! Grell go away)." She mumbles through the kiss as Will knocks the hand off her hair.

"ROUGE! Let my poor Will go! I should be the one he is kissing! At least he has good taste in colour..." The annoying red thing said, complaining. William sighs and stops the kissing.

"Grell if you would please go bother someone else, can't you see we are busy?" He says before launching Grell over a ledge nearby. He wraps his arms back around Rouge before smiling again. "Now where were we?"

Rouge smiles widely...