Alone (boyXboy)

Im leaving

••toshi POV••

It's been 2 weeks and I can sort of talk now, but if I talk for too long it hurts my throat and I start coughing. Jonas stayed with me and only had to leave because of work once, he kissed me about 20 times before he left, Milo came by a lot and always looked either sad or worried, then today he walked in.

"Hey toshi...I need to tell you something" Milo whispers because Jonas is sleeping, he's holding my hand.

"W-what is it..?" I say softly I look at Milo.

"I-I'm...moving" he says, there's pain in his voice.

"W-what?!" My voice starts cracking, he's leaving? My best friend is leaving. I let out a soft whimper that wakes up Jonas he looks at me with worry in his eyes.

"What's wrong love?" Jonas says to me.

"Milos...leaving.." My voice is barely above a whisper.

"Leaving?" Jonas questions me.

"Ye-yes he's moving away" I let out another whimper. Jonas looks at Milo.

"Where are you moving to?" He says there's a hint of anger in his voice, I squeeze his hand.

Milo shifts uncomfortably. And doesn't look at me or Jonas.

"I'm moving...to London" Milo says, my eyes widen and I stare at him. Jonas squeezes my hand.

"London?! But that so far away!" Jonas yells hes clearly angry, I can't say anything I'm speechless, I feel like a piece of paper that was ripped into a million tiny pieces, Milos leaving.

-~Jonas POV~-

Milo says he's leaving, how could he leave  his best friend?! I'm mad now, Milo is looking at the ground, he looks up at toshi, toshi looks shocked he's not talking, I lift his chin up gently and kiss him, he snaps back to reality from whatever he was thinking about and sighs softly, he kisses back, I smile and pull away knowing if I keep going I won't want just a kiss, I look back at Milo.

"When do you leave?" I ask I try not to sound angry, Milo looks at me.

"I-I...leave tomorrow.." He says his voice cracks. Toshi's mouth drops open.

"Tomorrow?!" He try's to yell but he's still too weak, before I can stop him toshi limps out of bed to Milo and grabs his arm as he falls to the ground.

"P-please say...it's a...joke.." He whispers, I get up instantly when he hits the floor, I get up and scramble to toshi who's on the floor now, I pick  him up and hug him.

"You're not strong enough yet toshi...please be careful" I say softly to him, he looks up at me.

"I-I-I'm sorry Jonas" he whispers. Milo backs away.

"I'm sorry toshi I'll call you every day, you're my best friend im sorry" he explained that he had to leave to get more packed and shipped to his new house, toshi starts to cry when Milo leaves, he buries his face in my chest cries for awhile, I hold him and try to comfort him, he sniffles and soon falls asleep from crying to much, I lay him back in the hospital bed he curls up and hugs a pillow, I sit on the end of the bed and think, karou left and now Milos leaving, but why? Why to London it's so far away!  Toshi will never be able to see him, I sit and think.

~~toshi POV~~

When I woke up my chest hurt a little, I couldn't believe that Milo was moving away tomorrow, I looked to the end of the bed to see Jonas asleep, I used my foot and gently pushed his arm, he shifts  a bit and looks at me, he yawns.