Alone (boyXboy)

Awake

~~milos POV~~

When we get to the hospital they take karou to the emergency room and I follow. They look at the bullet hole wound, I feel like I'm dying inside, I watch through a widow as they stick a needle in his arm and they hook up a blood bag to it, I watch them take the bullet out I feel like I'm going to throw up, I look away, I can't stand this! When they get done stitching the wound and treating it they take karou to a hospital room, I follow and I sit by his bed, I'm still crying, he looks cold and pale, I touch his hand, it's cold I hold his hand and I cry. This is my fault ! I should be laying there not him, I pull a chair up to his bed, and sit down. -~-3 days later-~- karou still hasn't woken up, I didn't leave at all I stayed here and I had my friend kirito bring me clothes, I need food, im really hungry.

"Hey karou I'm going to go get food, ok? I promise I'll be back soon" I say softly to him. I know he won't answer but I still try, I leave the room, I'm struggling to keep back my tears, I go to the food court and get food. When I eat I sit alone, when I get done I go up to karous hospital room, but something's wrong, the door is open, I look in to see doctors surrounding karous bed, tears stream down my face, I run to his bed.

"I'm sorry he's gone" the doctor says.

"No! Karou!!" I scream, then I wake up. It was I dream, I sigh in relief and look up at karou his eyes are still closed, I start crying, I put my arms and head on his hospital bed and I cry, I sit there for a few minutes until a feel a hand on my head, I look up to see karou looking at me he looks tired.

"M-Milo....?" He says softly.

"Karou! Your awake!" I'm still crying but a grab his hand and hug him, I'm so happy, I hear him whimper softly from pain, I look at him.

"I'm sorry!" I say tears are still going down my face, he reaches up and gently pulls me to his chest, I'm so happy to see him awake, I put my arms around his neck sigh.

"I thought I lost you...I'm so sorry! This is my fault" I say, more tears come, I cry onto his shoulder.

"No....Milo....it's not your fault I would do anything for you...when I saw that guy pointing that gun at you...I panicked! I jumped in front of you and when I heard you scream..." He holds me against his chest tighter, I feel so bad i gently touch his arm and tears go down my face, I look at the bullet wound, and I start to cry so hard, I can't stop it the tears come and come, my eyes hurt and karou gets surprised.

"M-milo?! " karou start to cry too, were both sitting here crying, I finally calm myself down and look at him.

"G-God I love you karou" I sniffle And I slowly lean in and kiss him softly, he kisses back.

"Mmm M-milo" he mumbles into the kiss, we kiss and I make myself comfortable on his lap, his hands are on my waist, he deepens the kiss by pulling me closer to his face, I'm loving this, I put my arms around karous neck and nibble on his bottom lip he responds by licking my bottom lip i open my mouth a little, he licks my lips then he slides his hot tongue into my mouth.

"Mmm~karou" I moan into his lips, I put one of my hands in his soft brown hair, I let his tongue explore my mouth, I squirm on his lap when his tongue moves against mine. I want him to come home with me NOW I need him home, I'm not leaving until he can come with me, i run my fingers through his hair as he kisses me, i hadn't noticed that someone was standing at the door.
 
"Brother!" I hear a girl yell, I gently pull away from karous kiss, I look at the door to see a girl who looks about 18 standing there, she looks like karou, I hear karou sigh, I look at him, I'm blushing a lot, how much did she see?!.

"Nina your here" karou says to her, then he hugs me against his chest, I'm embarrassed now.

"Karou who's that?!" nina says and she points at me, I have my head against karous chest.