At Least A Million More

Chapter 19

400!! Yeah!!! Accomplishment!

Lol. . .

Well I'm sure everyone wants to know about Noah and Delsin sooooooooo.....

ONWARD!!!

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(Raylen)

It's been exactly three weeks since we almost lost Noah. I hadn't heard until the next day considering if I leave my room past nine I get drugged or strapped to my bed. I ran to Kenny and crawled into bed with him that day, woke up the next in my room.

No sign of waking up from Noah or Oliver, Delsin had to get stitches in his head since that night. I still haven't been allowed to go outside, but I did find out Delsin got to go outside not even an hour after he woke up. Which! I wrote a very worded letter to the secretary. I'm sure she threw it away, but still. I tried to do something productive!

"Raylen, you're pacing again." Kenny chuckles from the bed. I stop and blow my hair out of my face. It's starting to grow back, I honestly don't give a flying fuck.

"Who gives a damn." I say before continuing my silent rant to myself.

"You've cussed a whole lot more while we've been in here." Kenny observes.

"I've been stuck talking to you and Delsin because Dylan can't come anymore since I convinced him to try and take me outside so I have a lot to cuss about." I say, walking across the window and looking outside. "Yup." I say.

"What is it Shiver Baby?" Kenny asks. I freeze momentarily. He hasn't called me that since it happened.

"Same fucking view every time I walk past it." I growl, walking out of the room to go to Delsin's.

"Back again?" Delsin asks, opening a jell-o. I growl at him before walking to his window. "It's not going to change bud." He says, biting into his jell-o.

"It will sometime." I say, pacing in front of it, looking out the window every now and then.

"Are you ok? Delgado's just across the hall. I'm worried about your sanity." Delsin says.

"I appreciate your concern, but kindly fuck off." I say, walking out of the room and down the hall to the waiting room.

"Back again?" Mrs. Jenks asks as I walk past the desk. Everyone's asking that lately.

"Of course." I say curtly before walking down to the other end of the hall and walking into Oliver's room. I stare at him for a millisecond, because ya know, why bother even hoping anymore? I walk to his window and sit on the windowsill. "I like your room Oliver, things actually change." I say, watching the cars drive by the hospital, looking at the beach and watching people have fun. "But it's depressing to see." I say, getting up and walking over to his bed.

I stare at his face for a few minutes before dropping my head and walking out of the room. I'd been in Oliver's room longer than I thought, seeing as it's quieter and a whole lot less crowded. I go back to Delsin's room and sigh as I lay down beside him.

"Oh yeah, go ahead. Lay down beside me and make me uncomfortable! I don't mind at all considering that's the side that's still healing Raylen!" Delsin whines, pushing me off his bed.

"Mr. Bell," Delgado says from the doorway.

"Aw c'mon! It's not nine yet! I'm not even bothering anyone!" I whine, walking toward him anyway. He chuckles and shakes his head.

"Well-"

"Shut your mouth if you want to live to see tomorrow." I growl, turning to Delsin. Delsin shrinks back and holds his hands up in surrender.