At Least A Million More

Chapter 22

WOOOO!!!!

560!! Or more. . .

Who cares you all want to read right????

And I'm bothering you with my pointless babbling that you probably skip past anyway!

ONWARD!!! Jedward. . . Lol soz!

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(Noah)

It's been a week since I woke up and I've barely seen anyone.

"Hey babes." Delsin says softly, slipping into the room. I grin at him.

"Hey,"

"Are you excited?" Delsin asks, sitting in a chair. I bite my bottom lip.

"For what Del?" I ask, sitting up. Delsin grins and leans over to kiss me.

"You get to leave today baby cakes." Delsin says against my lips. I pull back with an amused grin on my face.

"Baby cakes?" I laugh. Delsin shrugs as Delgado enters the room.

"Testing out names." Delsin says. Delgado starts talking about something that soon bores me so I drone him out.

"So you're free to go." Delgado finishes. I grin and stand up.

"Yes!" I yell, grabbing the clothes Delsin brought me and running into the bathroom. I change quickly before running out of the room and down the stairs.

"Dude, wait up." Delsin laughs, walking out of the hospital five minutes after me and wrapping his arms around me waist. I grin and kiss his forehead.

"So where's Raylen?" I ask, looking around the parking lot. I hear a screeching sound and jump as my mustang parks in front of us. I grin but it falls when I have to climb into the back.

"Poo." I pout as Raylen pulls out of the parking lot. We drive past our street and even the school. "Wait, where are we going?" I ask.

"You'll see Kai." Delsin says, grabbing my hand. I sigh and lean on him.

We reach a cemetery and a lump forms in my throat, making it difficult to breathe. Raylen stops the car and I scramble out before running to the entrance of the cemetery. I don't know where his grave is, but something pulls me toward the back, to a beautiful tombstone with my brothers name on it.

I fall to my knees beside it and grip the side as tears blur my vision and memories of my time with him rush my brain, becoming to much as I cry out in agony. I squeeze my eyes shut and try to block out sounds as I try to deal with my situation. I open my eyes and stare at the writing on the tombstone with a picture of us on it. It must've cost a fortune to add your own picture.

It's the picture of Trent and I the day Mom told us she adopted him. The tears streaming down our grinning faces as we hugged each other tightly. I sob and punch the tombstone.

"You fucker! Why didn't you take me?! He had his whole fucking life planned out! I barely even know what I'm going to do in the next hour!" I scream at the sky. I groan and stand to my feet.

"I'm never going to accomplish anything! I could've had a record deal but I didn't call because my brother! I probably don't have the chance now! You idiot! You took someone that could've made some amazing discovery in medicine! Someone who could've ended world hunger, or found the cure for fucking cancer!" I yell, kicking a tree.

"Trent didn't deserve this and you know it! I should've lost my pointless life in that crash! Not my brother! Every second of my life has been a mistake! Every second I wasn't spending with him was a mistake! I was an asshole to him and you took him away! His last memory of me was being a complete shit to him!" I scream falling to the ground and hugging my knees to my chest.