If only (gruvia fanfiction)

Chapter 15: Forgoten Memories.

Juvia's POV
What a very beautiful day! I go in to my room and jumped on my bed. I missed this bed so much! I cuddled all my pillows and put them back again.
I saw my electric guitar.
"Hey there my very beautiful E.G. i missed you so much! Mwah!" I kissed my E.G and stopped kissing it and layed on my bed.
"How i wish you let me know..." I murmured as i was laying on my bed.
"Hmm...i wonder why?... I keep on looking at lyon like i already known him since i was a kid....maybe i'm just confused." I said to myself. My phone ringed and i get it. I looked over to see who's calling and it was...lyon. Should i answer this or not? I wondered to myself. Why shouldn't i? I answered the call...
Me: Hello lyon?
Lyon: Hey juvia. Umm...uh...can i ask you something?
Me: Yes. What is it?
Lyon: um...uh....uh....umm...
Me: Say it. Don't be shy. *giggles*
Lyon: Okay. Um...can you come on my gig tonight?
Me: hmm...i'll think of it. *smiles*
Lyon: But, can you come?
Me: i'll think of it.
Lyon: Please?
Me: i'll think---
Lyon: Please?
Me: I'll---
Lyon: please?
Me: *sighs* alright.
Lyon: Really? Yay! Thanks juvia! You're the best! Labyu! And it's 7:00 p.m. see you there bye!
Me: Wai--- *hungs up*

I put down my phone. I looked at the clock and it was 5:00 p.m. well, i have 2 hours to prepare so, i'll just sleep 1 hour then get ready! I layed again on my bed and fall asleep.
Dream.
"Hey juvia! I promise, i'll marry you when we grow up!" He said and swears infront of me. I looked at him.
"Really? Maybe, you're just confused, and besides we're still young then maybe one day when we grow up you'll find a girl that will make your heart beat then, you'll marry her..." I said as i looked down. He puts his hand on my chin and he pulled it up so that i could look at him.
"Hey, don't say that. I know we're just 12 years old but, i promise, you're the one and only i would marry and die with. I promise..." He said and pulled me into a hug. I hugged him back. We broked the hug and i looked at him. A tear escaped on my eyes.
"Hey, don't cry. I'm always right here for you. Cause, i love you!" He said happily and i smiled. He wiped away the tear and we walked. As we were walkin, a man grabbed my arms tightly and trewed me on the road. I landed on the ground hardly. I think i broke my arm.
"Awwww..." I said in pain.
"JUUVVIIIIAAAAAA!!!" He shouted as he tried to get out on the man's grip as the man was tying him.
"L-L......

WAKES UP
I wake up panting. Findin an air to breath. Is that a dream or a memory that i forgot? I feel a tear fall down on my face. I-i'm crying? But...why? I wiped away my tear and looked at the clock and it was....... 7:20 p.m already?! I hurriedly washed my face and brushed my face. S**t! I'm already late! I go out of my bathroom and changed my clothes. I wore, crop top and a blue high waist skinny jeans and a black tennis. I tied my hair in a ponytail hurriedly that made some hair to fall. I runned out and get in to my car and drived to where lyon's gig is.
S**t! I'm super duper late! Jeez. I walked in and sitted on a chair where i can see the stage and lyon's band was already playing. I waved my hand up to lyon. He was looking all over and he looked at me. He smiled and i smiled back.

After the gig...

Lyon goes out of the stage and comes to me.
"I'm really, really sorry that i'm late lyon." I said as i bow down.
"No, juvia. You don't have to. Besides, you come here as you said. And what important is you come and you never let me down. So it's okay." He said and smiled.
"Really sorry." I said and i smiled.
"I said it's okay." He said. And he smiled back.
"Ayyyyyiiiiiiiiieeeeee~" Lyon's band mate said.
"Shut up." Lyon said nearly laughing.i blushed a bit.
"Your performance was reallt great lyon!" I said happily.
"Only lyon?" Said lance, lyon's band member.
"And your band." I said and smiled at them.
"That's what i like from your girlfriend lyon." They said and giggled.
"Sh-she i-is n-not my g-girlfriend." Lyon stuttered and he blushed. I blushed a bit and i giggle.
"Yeah. Lyon's right. And, don't joke that if my boyfriend is here. He might get jealous." I whispered to them the last words and i smiled they all laughed.
"Hey juvia, you're so fun to hang out with. You're boyfriend is very lucky to have you." Luke said.
"Yeah. And i'm so lucky too to have a boyfriend like him." I said proudly and smiled.
"Yeah boy." They said and they 'fist bomb'.
"Hey juvia, i think you should go home now, it's 10:30 p.m. already. Your parents might get worry about you." Lyon said.
"Oh yeah. You're right. So, see you guyz next time then. Bye!" I waved to them as i walk away.
"Bye juvia!" They all said in unison.
"And hey juvia!" Charles called me and i looked back.
"Luke has a crush on you!" He said and laughed. Luke blushed and i smiled to them.
"Bye!" I said again and smiled then i get inside my car.
They're so naughty. But they're so fun to hang out with too. I parked my car and get inside the house. As i open the door, a maid greeted me happily.
"Good evening Juvia. And merry christmass!" Helda greeted happily.
"Good evening helda. Oh, the christmass is coming huh. I didn't noticed." I said.
"Because you're too busy that's why you didn't notice that christmass is coming." She said and smiled.
"Thanks for the reminder." I said and smiled back. I go upstairs and go in to my room.
"Hmm...i'll just go up to the roof and play my E.G." I said to myself. I get my E.G and i opened my secret passage to go up to the roof. Yup. I made that secret passage for my own. And i have a secret hideout here. I was now on the roof. And ofcourse there's a straight plot there that i made for me to sit on. And also i put a folding bed there for me to lay. Hihihi. I know that i'm a geniuos. No need to mention. Joke. I sit on my folding bed and gazed at the stars.
Hmm...
Flashback...
"Hey juvia. The stars are really beautiful." He said.
"Yes it is..." I said as i gazed at the stars.
"They're beautiful like you." He said. I looked at him and he smiled and i blushed. I smiled back and looked back at the stars.
"Juvia, do you think, if the stars was gone, what will happen to the world?" He asked me. I looked at him.
"Well, maybe, their will be no light at night and no stars to gaze at. And why do you ask?" I asked him.
"Well, because, if you'll be gone in my life, there will be no light in my life and i had no juvia to look at each and everyday." He said.
"That's cute. *giggles* well, if you'll leave me, their will be no sunlight, if i loose you my friend." I said.
"I'll never leave you juvia. And i promise." He said and we pinky swear. I smiled at him and gazed at the stars again...
End of Flashback...
I can't remember who's that boy is. He's face is blurry. Why can't i remember him?! I feel like he's always around me. I don't know why but...i kinda... Miss him. I was back again in reality when i heard a knock on my door. I hurriedly go back to my room and opened the door to see...
"M-mom! What gets you here?" I asked and smiled.
"Juvia, where did you go? Why are you catching your breath like you've runned a mile." Mom said.
"Oh.nah." I said.
"Okay. Well, i go here because i'll just ask you something. Can i go in?" Mom said going in already. I nodded as i close the door because mom already entered my room.
"What is it mom?" I asked as i sit down on my bed with mom.
"Do you really love gray?" Mom asked seriously.
"Yes mom. I really do love him." I said and smiled.
"But, does gray love you?" Mom asked curiously.
"Yes mom. He proves it everyday to me. That's why i love him." I said.
"But, what will you do IF EVER gray leaves you." Mom asked again.
"I will not do anything. Cause i'll die if he will leave me." I said as i looked down.
"Look, i ask this things on you juvia cause, i'm just bringing you up in reality that there is a possibility that he will leave you. That's life juvia." Mom said. A tear escaped on me.
"Mom, if that will be the reality of me, i'd rather die than face it." I said as more tears flowing out.
"Honey, don't say that. We're here. You're family. And we're the ones who will never ever leave you. 'Cause we are you're family." Mom said as he hugs me.
"Mom, why do you keep askin those things? Look now, we're already cryin here." I said as i wipe away my tears. Mom broked the hug.
"Now i know if ever...." Mom said.
"If ever what?" I asked.
"Nothing! So, how was your day my darlin?" Mom asked and smiled.
"Well, i had a great day today. I go to my friends gig, lyon and they---" i was cutted off.
"Wait, what did you say? Lyon? Lyon what?" Mom asked.
"Woah, lyon vastia." I said curiously.
"Okay. So, what did you do?" Mom asked again like she's back in reality.
"Well, he has a band and they were so great! Their voices are good and they feel what they're singing like they're feel that already." I said in amusement.
"Wow. Seems like you really enjoyed today darlin. So i think you're already tired so, change your clothes and go to sleep, okay honey?" Mom said and smiled at me.
"Okay mom." I said happily like a little kid. Mom giggled and goes out of my room.
Well, i'm gonna change my clothes now. I'm gettin tired already. I might fall asleep. I go in to my bathroom and change clothes. After that, i layed on my bed and checked my phone to see.
20 missed calls and 10 text messages from gray. Shit.
From gray,
4:10 p.m
Juvia, can you come with me tonight?
4:30 p.m
Juvia? Please answer if you can make it.
4:50 p.m
Can you come with me? Please reply... :(
5:00 p.m
Juvia, are you busy today?
5:20 p.m
Please answer my calls juvia...
5:30 p.m
Are you mad at me?
5:50 p.m
Answer me please...
5:55 p.m
Juvia, tell me if you're mad or not.
6:00 p.m
Why are you not replying? :(
6:20 p.m
I'm sorry if i did anything wrong juvia. But please anwer me. Your silence is slowly killing me...    

I closed my phone. F***in b***h! D**n it! Ugh! Why is this happening to me?! This stupid phone! Why are you in the silent mode?! F**k this s**t!
I opened my phone and called gray....
Gray: Hello juvia? Tell me, are you mad at me?
Me: I'm really, really sorry gray. I didn't know that you were callin. Sorry again. And i'm not mad at you...
Gray: Oh, it's okay. Good thing that you're not mad at me.
Me: Ofcourse i wouldn't. Why, should i get mad at you?
Gray: nah. I'm just making sure.
Me: okay.
Gray: So, how was your day?
Me: Well, it's good and bad.
Gray: Tell me first the bad thing.
Me: Well, the bad thing is...i didn't read your messages and calls and i didn't make it...
Gray: Well, it's okay now. Knowing that you're safe.
Me: Yeah.
Gray: So, what's the good thing happened to you today?
Me: Well, i had a great time tonight. 'Cause i go on lyon's gigg an---
Gray: Wait, what? IN LYON'S GIGG?!
Me: Yeah. Why?
Gray: Nothing. Go on.
Me: As i was saying, i go in lyon's gigg right? Then it was a great performance! And when they finished singing and i hanged out with 'em. His friends was so fun to hang out with. I really enjoyed tonight. *said in amusement*
Gray: Oh, okay...
Me: So, can we go out tomorrow?
Gray: Oh yeah. And i just remembered, can you come with me on my football game tomorrow?
Me: Sure! Everything for my boyfriend.
Gray: Promise?
Me: Promise! *giggles*
Gray: okay. I'll pick you up at 1:00 p.m.
Me: okay.
Gray: I love you.
Me: I love you too.
Gray: I love you everyday.
Me: I love you everynight.
Gray: I love you for life.
Me: I love you too for life.
Gray: see you tomorrow then.
Me: Yup.
Gray: Love you.
Me: Love you too. *hungs up*

I put down the phone smiling and layed down on my bed again. I closed my eyes and fall asleep...

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A/N: Was it good? Hope you liked it! Have a very nice and a lovely day. Bye! See you on the next chappie!

#stupidloveka

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