Chapter 5

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~*~*~*Harry's POV~*~*~*

It's ten o'clock and I'm in my car looking for Liam I can't just let him roam around outside alone when it's mostly my fault his mom is devastated. Ruth said that all Karen has done is cry since Liam went missing, and I know that it's basically all my fault, so I need to find him.

*one hour later*

Okay, I can't find him and I'm about to break down. It's freezing, I can't believe he would run away like that! Wait what's that by the alley? It looks like someone but I'm not sure I need to get closer. I did then I saw who and what it was. It was Liam lying almost lifeless on the ground. I jumped out of my car.

"Liam!" I yelled the ran to him he's freezing and he's breathing but not moving. "Liam wake up!" I yelled and grabbed his face in my hands and he finally woke up. "Liam you have to go to the hospital." He shook his head.

"No, you don't want me anyway." He said his voice raspy and beautiful but I shouldn't focus on that so I scooped him up and put him in my heated car and put a blanket over him.

"Liam I do want you, I'm sorry I said that and I'm sorry that I hurt you but is that really just it?" I said while starting the car with a bit of a struggle but then started driving and I texted Louis to tell Niall and Zayn to meet me at the hospital I still need to call Liam's family.

"No it's not just it." He said still shaking. "

Is it the people at school too? You know that I'll kill whoever makes you cry or makes you feel bad about yourself because I care a lot about you and no one could ever replace you." I was gonna keep going but I noticed Liam had fallen asleep. "Liam stay awake please, don't leave me!"

I looked at him again then drove a lot faster almost past the speed limit but who really cares about the speed limit because I don't at the moment plus it was all blurry from the tears that spilled and the ones that were still in my eyes.

"Liam wake up," I said well shaking him he was still really cold but his face was burning.

"I'm tired Harry let me sleep." He mumbled getting comfortable.

"No you can not sleep," I said almost sobbing because of my reason.

"Why not I know it's what you want because I know you, Harry, you sleep with someone then dump them."

He said and fluttered open his eyes - which were wet with tears- and sat up trying to stay awake. "No Liam that's not the deal when it comes to you. You are so beautiful and you have these chocolate brown eyes that anyone can melt into just by stealing a glance at you. And you have a smile that shines as bright as the sun and that smile keeps me calm, keeps me from worrying about the dangers around us because when I'm with you I can be myself and I saw a light in you when I saw you rushing to get to your seat in homeroom on your first day. I think it's impossible for someone to hate you they just don't understand you but I do and what I understand makes me madly, deeply, completely fall in love with you." I looked over at him his body shaking so violently I thought it would explode and his head in his hands crying so hard that he was whimpering and sobbing. "Li what's wrong?" I asked afraid he'd say something along the lines of me being a bad person.

"No one has ever said that to me I've never had that feeling of someone loving me, I had a boyfriend once b-but he ch-cheated on m-me, no one has loved me like you" Liam exclaimed and sobbed harder and all I could do was rub his back with my free hand the other one kept a firm grip on the wheel.

We got to the hospital and Liam was trying super hard to stay awake and I had to drag him into the hospital and then he collapsed and he went straight to the emergency room and a few minutes later I felt arms wrap around me more then two six actually and I was shaking and sobbing.

"Why?! Why him?! Why couldn't it be me? The broken one the one that has nothing left and is begging for help! Why him." I whispered the last part hoping I didn't cause too much of a scene with all the yelling.

"I don't know Harry but I promise he'll get better and will realize that he needs you," Niall said trying to calm me down.

"Liam is so fragile he doesn't deserve any of this Lou can you please call Liam's parents and tell them that we're at the hospital?" He nodded and grabbed my phone and went.

"Things will get better Haz. You just have to wait for the time to come." Zayn said I knew he was right but I was stressed about Liam's whole family like what're they gonna think? Will they hate me? Will they let me see Liam ever again? So many questions. The doctor came into the waiting room.

"How is he?" I asked shaking.

"Well he's doing fine he is just a bit sick and he has some bruises and scratches, he has a faded bruise on his waist and he has some on his wrists and his neck did you notice any of them? The scratches are from nails and he has some cuts on him here and there but not from a razor, like a knife and a hand mark on his face." I was in complete shock and didn't know how to answer I knew the fading hand bruises on his waist was mine but could he have gotten abused when he was alone.

"I-I accidentally made the fading hand marks on his waist but not the other things he ran away from home and was on the streets a-and I f-found h-him." I said and I started crying. A lot, like Niagara falls a lot. He nodded then said we could see him so I ran into his room and what I saw when I went into his room is going to haunt me forever.

Hey people haven't updated in a while I've been really busy and I had to think up more ideas for this chapter but I hope you liked it ! I love you guys -H

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