My one and only Lirry Stayne

Chapter 8

~*~*~*Liam's POV~*~*~*

I honestly can't believe how fast Harry's mood changed he went from yelling at me to telling me how sorry he was and then cuddling with me. It's all just so much right now and my family thinks I should try out school again but I really don't want to so at the moment I'm sitting trying to eat dinner with my family and Harry but it's hard when I'm being told to go to school tomorrow.

"Why do I have to everyone there is going to be mean to me and pick on me for not going to school for three days," I said fighting back tears not wanting to seem weak.

"Li I honestly agree with them because you need to stay educated and I'm in every class with you and you know I'm going to kill every person that says anything mean to you and I won't leave you like I did the first day I saw you, I promise I'll even go to the bathroom with you if you want me to," Harry said and grabbed my hand rubbing mine trying to relieve some of the stress.

"Liam just give it a try," Ruth said rubbing my arm I started to get mad it seems like ever since I moved here its been about trying. When we moved in my dad said to try to get used to the new house, try to get used to your new school, try to get used to your boyfriend everything I do I need to try.

I was so annoyed, I exploded. "Why do I always have to try new stuff?! Nichola isn't, Ruth isn't, Harry isn't, mom you aren't trying anything, and dad you aren't trying anything new either! That's all you guys have said try this try that I'm so sick of trying what's wrong with you guys? Also, I'm just so tired of everything and I just want to be left!"

I was now ready to pull out my hair, everyone was just staring at me like I was some freak. I ran to my room slammed my door and locked it. I leaned against my door and broke down, I just really wanted to die; at that moment I then caught a glimpse at my journal I was really hoping that Harry left that razor blade in there so I went over to it. It wasn't inside the journal but it was sitting by it I picked it up knowing that this is what I needed, that's why they were looking at me like I was some freak because they know I am. So I did what I thought and felt was right; I placed the razor to my skin the cool blade sending shivers down my spine then I slid the blade feeling it cut deep into my flesh, blood trickling down my wrist seemed to be taking the stress away I sighed with relief as I put another deep cut on my wrist then another before there was a soft knock on my door.

"Liam." I recognized it as Harry's voice.

~*~*~*Harry's POV~*~*~*

"Should I go check on him?" I asked after a bit of awkward silence.

"No leave him he'll be fine." Said Nichola I was starting to get a bit mad considering he could be hurting himself.

"Do you even know what he does?"

"He attempted suicide once but I found him in the bathroom with a bottle of pills in his hand and I stuck my fingers down his throat so he could throw up any of the pills he swallowed and we took him into the hospital. They made him stay until they thought he was better and ever since then he's been fine." Liam's dad shrugged, obviously not noticing what he does.

"No, he's not just fine, I found a journal and it said stuff about how he just wants to die and I found a razor at the back of it you don't know what he could be doing right now with a razor in his room. I think you guys should really focus on him more he might be able to hide the cuts from you guys but trust me he'll never be able to hide them from me, I came into his life and I'm not leaving so it's either you let me go or we sit here and think about how there's a good chance Liam is up there hurting himself." I leaned back in my chair as I crossed my arms showing to them that I was serious then Liam's mum was the first to speak up.