I should not have opened up to you
You were there
And I was lonely
I spilled my thoughts
And troubled you with my worries.
I should not have opened up to you
I probably scared you away
My problems are deep
They stretch for miles
A long winding road
Without any smiles
I should not have opened up to you
I only embarrassed myself
Go back to your life
Forget about me
And my deadly crisis.
I should not have opened up to you
I see that now
I let my walls down
And let out my feelings
Ones that should not be shared
With happy, innocent beings.
I should not have opened up to you
I should have done my usual routine
Walk to my shelf
Take out the bottle
Wash down the pills
Slip into my dream world
Where I open up
That is where I can talk.
On that land,
Between life and death,
Is where I can share my thoughts.
