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"depression" is so underrated.

Do you have any idea what it's like to not want to get out of bed
every morning, not wanting to go and deal with all the bullshit
outside your bed? Do you even know what it feels like to feel
completely alone while you know there are millions of miserable
people just like you? How about what it's like to be completely
repulsed by things you used to love? To feel completely lost in the
dark and not really knowing if there's a way out? To not have the
strength to feel like you can make it through the whole day, let
alone the next one, without breaking down? To not able to explain
how you feel at all? To have everyone constantly asking if you're
okay until it gets to the point where no one asks, making you wonder
if they don't notice or just don't care? To have no energy or drive
to do anything? To feel completely worthless? To hate who you are
and how you look? To feel like you have control over nothing? To
know you don't belong? To feel trapped inside a world full of ugly
things but being scared on what's on the other side? To be hurting
constantly? To know there's no one to save you from the way you
feel? To know that the only one who's really hurting you is yourself?

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