i feel like
i should be angry and hurt and offended
but there was just a dull ache and a listlessness for a bit
i don't understand it but i get it
maybe it's out of lack of self respect
that i'm not angry
i just want to know like
what am i to you?
am i another
disposable?
do you even often regret that voicemail?
i think you're one of the most complex fascinating humans i've met in a long time
lots of layers but i've barely touched the surface
i want to know you past the flesh
(of course flesh is always good)
i can settle for company, false intimacy
but love is always good
i don't know what you want
or if you want anything more
i know i'm boring and depressed always
but you do mean a lot to me
even if maybe it's not reciprocated
and i'd like to see you again
we can go to the seaside or watch garden state together
something, i don't know
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Perfect Depression
PuisiThis is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up all night listening to music that reminds of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain, and tears under their smiles and laughs all on a daily basis. The girls who wear their hea...
