Jaz POV
I walked passed the park putting my phone in my pocket. She told me to climb the roof and knock on the window. What if I didn't know how to climb then what. I got to her house and it was bigger then I thought. It was a BMW in the driveway so I'm guessing her mom was home.
On the side of the house it was a ladder that lead to the roof. I'm guessing that's her room. I got up there nd looked through the window. I seen her layin down on the bed in a pink tank top nd boxers. Her hair layed to one side of her head nd she was noise deep in her phone.
I taped the window nd she looked up. When she seen it was me she smiled then I smiled. She walked over and opened the window. "So wassup" she said as she helped me in the window. I looked around and I didn't expect for her room to be so big.
"Heyy umm nothing nice car nd place" I said and she mumbled something. "Whats that" I asked.
"Nothing. Thank uu. What you been up to" She asked
"Tryin to see wassup wit you. Why dont you wanna be out tonight" I asked and she just looked at me like I just used some foreign language. "You know. Like going outside. Out of the house and interacting with people" I continued and she gave me a look.
"I know what the hell you meant. I aint slow. I just wanna know why you cant put two and two together" she said and i looked around tryin to see who the hell she thought she was talkin to cause it damn sure wasnt me. "I know you see my babie sleep" she added.
I looked where she pointed and i seen this handsome little boy that reminded me of my little brother that passed away last year. "Well my bad baby. I aint mean to upset you" I said. "He looks like my little brother" I also stated
"Where he at"
"A better place"
She looked like she wanted to cry. Her head dropped to the hands and then she sat on her bed. "Im sorry to hear that" i walked over to her and gave he a hug. "Im so sorry to hear that" she said once more.
Amanda's POV
When she said her brother was dead I didn't know how to really respond. If Jameraz wasn't her wit me I know I would have been jumped off the deep end. My life would be fucked up. "I'm so sorry to hear that" I said and looked into her eyes. We was just lookin at each other until she kissed me.
I kiss her back nd when I knew what I was doing I pulled back fast. "What's wrong baby" she said with a shocked look on her face. Why would I do that. I'm not gay. I can't be gay. Its not me or is it. "Is you OK" she said and wrapped her arms around me
"I'm not gay Jaz. At lest I don't think I am" I said and she laughed. Idk why though. She pushed me back to the bed and kissed me once more. Her lips are so soft and perfect I couldn't help myself but to kiss her back. Shidd maybe I am gay............. For her.
We both fought for dominance. She rolled over so now I was on top. It started to get hot so I stopped as I remembered my babie was in the room. She started kiss in on my neck and I put my hand on her chest. "J- ja- Jaz stop" I moaned out.
"What is it now baby" she said and I looked over at Jameraz soundly asleep.
"That's what's wrong Jaz" I said as I got off of her. "We have to be considerate of him" I said and she nodded her head
"I completely understand. I ain't even mean for it to go that far anyways"
"Sure you didn't" I said and playfully hit her. She laughed and I got up and closed the window. "You can stay the night if you want to. I'm not going to school tomorrow so it don't matter if you do are if you don't" I stated.
"You would like that wouldn't you" she said wit her cocky ass.
"Shidd ion give a fuck. You can leave if you want" I said and regretted every word I said because If she did then I would feel lonely and I don't want to feel that way.
"Ight bet. I'll stay wit you tonight only if you agree to be my girlfriend" she said. I can't do that for many reasons. For one, she Polly got hoes and she not bout to play me like I'm some lame because I'm far from that and two, ion know if I'm ready for a relationship with someone else right now especially with a female. People will look at me some type of way knowing how me and Jay was together I don't need that.
"Can I have time to think about it"
"Ok how a about I can show you that I'm good for you and then uu have to at least give me a chance to earn the title as your girlfriend........... Deal?"
"I might take you up on that" I said ND looked at the time. It was about to be 12 ND even though I'm not going to school I should still be going to sleep. "Um you welcome to sleep on the floor or up here you pick" I said
"Im sleeping with you and if you don't mind I like to spoon so...."
"that's cool I'm about to go to sleep though that's why I said that"
She simply said OK and I layed down in the bed. I turn the light off and layed underneath her. She held me so tight I didn't wanna move at all. Before I knew it she was sleep and so was I.
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It's been a min since I did a chapter ND I'm sorry for that I hope y'all like ND the picture of her house is at the top
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