My Teen Life

Why, Why, Why?

The pain was finally gone after 4 hours. It was now noon and I had to get going because there is a big sale going on and I didn't want to miss it.

I quickly grabbed my pruse, phone and keys then scurried out the door. It was a warm sunny day which was great because I was wearing denim short shorts and a baggy pink cutoff which was tucked into my shorts. Also I had my comfy black flipflops, with my wavy hair falling down past my sholders. I was wearing my big black sunglasses too. I had to be comfy if I was going to walk around.

I walked to the car and almost slipped on the mud which didn't dry from yesterdays rain. I looked around acting like nothing happened. I walked it off feeling embarrassed.

I got in the car and started it. I began my journey to the store which was 10 minutes away. I turned the radio on and listened to music with the window half way down.

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After 10 minutes of singing out loud badly I finally got there. I grabbed my pruse and swang it around me, and grabbed the keys and phone, putting them into my purse.

I hopped out of the car and instantly felt like I was peeing myself. My eyes blew up and my body froze.

I slammed the car door shut and locked it. I ran to the nearest place I could find with a washroom. 'Mr. Yum Yums'. I didn't care what kind of place it was I needed a washroom badly.

I opened the door and dashed to the washroom running like a penguin.

Thank God no one was in there because it was a single washroom. I closed the door and pulled my shorts and underwear down while going to sit on the toilet.

I got my period. My underwear was covered with blood, but thank god my shorts didn't have any.

I should of seen it coming, I'm so stupid sometimes. All the signs were there like me being hungry, angry, bloated, and the pain in my stomach, I should of known it was cramps.

I was glad in a way because I missed a month and I was getting scared, but also angry because it's summer, and I like to do lots of activities. Most of all I'm was going to the water park with Brent tomorrow.

I picked up my purse to get the tiny bag of necessities . I always kept it at the bottom. I reached my hand into my purse and grabbed it. I pulled it out and opened it. All that was in there was clean underwear. No pads or tampons. Great.

I took my shorts and underwear off to the put the clean underwear on. At least I had those, but what was I going to do? What, was I going to fill my pants with toilet paper?

Actually that didn't sound that bad. I would use the toilet paper until I got to a store to buy some.

I went pee and then I filled my underwear with toilet paper, then lifted up my pants. It felt very uncomfortable. I walked to the sink to wash my hands.

I then walked out of 'Mr. Yum Yums' weirdly to the sidewalk looking for the grocery store.

Thankful enough there was grocery store down the sidewalk. I tried my best to walk as normal as I could. I don't think anyone stared at me, which was a good thing, but I felt like people were.

I got to the grocery store and opened the door. I let an older couple come out before me. It make me feel good about myself, like I did a good deed.  

"Thank you kindly mame. " The gentleman said with a smile on his face. 

"Your welcome." I said in a sweet voice while crossing my legs.

I walked into the grocery store and a gush of cold air can flying into my face. I got shills down my body. I tried find the aisle with the woman's necessities. It took me a couple minutes to walk down trying room find the alise.