She Could Never Accept Me (GirlXGirl)

I Cant Accept You

Jodelle was taken aback.

"I'm not just an omega! I'm so much more! Please... Just get to know me." Her wolf whined and leapt, telling her to mark her mate. She forced herself to resist the urge. Emma could smell her desperation and narrowed her eyes. She too of course wanted her mate ever so badly, but a female omega wasn't what her she or her father had in mind. He had wanted a high ranked male wolf to unite the their pack with his. Or to at least strengthen the Blue Moon pack. How could Jodelle provide that? She would be in a lot of trouble for this, and once her father found out she was with an omega, he'd disown her and accept the cold beta Nichole as the future alpha.

Jodelle could see she was deep in thought, though about what she did not know.

"Emma... Don't you accept me?" She timidly asked, In a soft wavering voice. Her heart raced and her wolf hung it's head in defeat.

"I don't know yet." Emma's cold blue eyes gazed icily down at her. Jodelle took this moment to examine her mate. Short, shoulder length, straight blonde hair. Thin with a formal white colored shirt and grey blue pencil skirt with black kitten heels. Emma was taller and probably older than herself, she seemed very professional looking. Jodelle's wolf came out of sulking and began to thrash around inside her. Why?! Her whole body was in pain. Her mate was so gorgeous, not her type in looks and attitude, but still gorgeous! She loved her so very much, even though they had just met. She just knew they were meant to be. Her other half was unbelievably beautiful. Jodelle suddenly became very angry.

"Why the hell not?! Can't you feel it?! I know I can! I want to be with you!"

"That's not my concern. My family's approval is my concern." Her voice was calm and collected.

"Oh wow. You would choose a poise princessy life over your own mate!" Jodelle growled in rage.

"Yes." Was Emma's simple reply. This broke Jodelle. Her whole world seemed to crumble. She'd never felt so low in her life. The stinging inside, the throbbing in her heart, the deep ache she felt almost made her legs collapse beneath her. She was longing to be with her mate, to please her in any way she could.

"Please..." She whispered in agony. "Emma..."

Emma shivered at the sound of her name coming from Jodelle's lips. She found herself drawn to the brash looking girl. Though she couldn't wrap her head around it. An omega? For me? But I'm An Alphas daughter! She scolded herself for desiring her mate. Her scruffy yet beautiful mate. Unbrushed hair in a loose pony tail, the ripped up and worn black jeans, the purple off the shoulder shirt, the heavy eye makeup. She definitely looked like a Vegas girl. But most of all her green eyes were so captivating.

"Done checking me out?" Jodelle shook her head. Her mate didn't love her so why bother give her a second glance? Emma blushed slightly, she had been looking her mate up and down. Her... unique mate. Emma herself was so pristine... So maybe a more vibrant partner was what she needed. "Hello? Emma?" Jodelle waved her hand in front of the taller girls face. Emma looked up and into the emotional eyes of Jodelle.

"What a pretty name..." She murmured as she lost herself in her mates eyes. Jodelle smiled, this was her chance.

"Thank you. Emma is a very nice name too"

A shiver went through Emma's body again. A tingly sensation crawled up her spine. Her name when spoken by Jodelle had such an impact she just wanted to kiss her deeply and tug on her hair and hold her close-

Jodelle cleared her throat with a smirk. She and her wolf could sense their mates arousal.

"What?!" Emma snapped. "Sorry, but all of this goes against what my family wants from and for me. I can't accept an omega for a mate. Sorry."

"B-but you don't even know me! I'm not just an omega! I see things differently, rank doesn't matter as long as I love you and you love me!"

"Well I see things for what they are. And you are an omega."

"I'm also your mate."

"No. You're not." Emma growled and barred her teeth. She was seething. The pain and misery inside her tormented her wolf and she fought to remain in her perfect composure.

"The moon goddess chose you for me, and me for you. She has her reasons!"

"She made a terrible choice in us. Look at you. A mangy dog!"

This sent Jodelle of the edge. Her canines lengthened and her eyes darkened with fury. "I'm not a mangy dog, and I won't let you insult me. Screw you." And she turned on her heel, strutting out of the room. Emma felt defeated and depressed. She had to reject her mate in order to uphold the strength of her pack. The nobility of high ranking alphas paired with betas or other alphas was important to her family. No omega in her pack had ever mated with a high ranked beta or alpha! It made the pack look bad and weak. Being the only child of her family, either she would become the alpha of her packs bloodline, or the beta would become alpha. Whatever her father decided. And with a mate like Jodelle, her father would certainly toss her aside and choose Beta Nichole.

Emma's wolf was aching and howling in sorrow. She herself could barely contain herself. Jodelle smelled of roses and perfumes. All Emma wanted to do was chase after her and wrap her arms tightly around the shorter girls slim waist. She wanted to burry her face in the tangled mess of Jodelle's hair and whisper how sorry she was and how awfully bad she wanted them to be together, and that if it weren't for Nichole, the popular yet abusive beta who could steal her place as future alpha, then they could be together. Her wolf sunk down to its belly and whined in longing.

I'm so sorry... My perfect mate.