As I came close to my door I stepped back and walked away to a nearby bar.
As I walked in all eyes were on me as i walked in with my eyes looking red, I walked up and said morning, the bartender looked surprised and praised me saying how much of a gentleman I was, I then asked for a shot of whisky , all the guys were staring at me it was the first time they have ever seen me enter a bar, I had to it seemed like the only way to get away from the pain I was feeling.
I hurriedly drank the whisky and ordered a shot of vodka, as I drank it I felt my head swing even when it didn't move, I was not a fan of drinking alcohol or any brewed drinks, so you know what kind of effect it would have on me, I paid my bill and walked out towards home.
