Behind These Brown Eyes (Grayson Dolan)

Chapter 15

Gazelle POV
"I walked inside my home nobody was home. I felt unwanted and stupid. I just want to leave this so called world we live in I want it to be over. The warm tears kept running down my cheeks and their was no point to wipe them away because new ones were forming. I ran upstairs to my room I picked up a picture of Grayson and I and just stared at it.

I walked to the bathroom and pulled out my razor that I haven't used in so long. I used to cut when I was in eighth grade and Grayson was always against it he would always do whatever to make sure I didn't harm myself. I was depressed but when Grayson convinced me that everything was going to be okay and that he'll always be by my side I soon started to forget about it.

But now he isn't. I'm so lost we never used to be like this. I guess it seems like he's moving away from me each day. Sure I may get jealous and all but he's my best friend what can I say? And I'm falling in love with him although, I'm just dreaming because that's never gonna happen plus, Sara is the reason the whole reason Grayson and I's friendship isn't the same as it used to be.

I just don't know what to do anymore I'm done trying Grayson obviously won't listen to me after a what Sara told him which half of it is not true.

But he screwed me I screwed him I don't really know how to describe it.
I looked at the picture and then set it down as I took my razor. I shut my eyes not wanting to look back at it again and the past.

I began to cut 1,2,3,4,5. My wrist was gushing blood as I quickly grabbed paper towel I felt dizzy and weak. I got up and grabbed the picture but I dropped it on the ground.

Blood was dripping on the ground and on the picture and the next thing I collapsed and saw black.

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