Behind These Brown Eyes (Grayson Dolan)

Chapter 16

Grayson POV
" I was pacing back and forth in my room thinking. "Dude, stop" Ethan says

"No, I can't this drama between Sara and Gazelle I've had it" I explained to him

"Well, go fix things?" Ethan suggests

I don't know I mean I don't think Gaze wants to talk to me. But I never gave her a chance to explain I'm such an idiot I need to talk to her.

It seems that whatever she was trying to tell me Seemed important. I slipped on my vans as I walk to her house which was only five minutes away. I knocked on her door but their was no answer. I looked to see that their wasn't a black van which means her mom isn't home.

Where could she possibly be? I wondered or maybe she's just not in the mood to talk or seem me I understand.

The door was bit opened so I decided to just walk in. Probably, a bad choice Grayson.

"Gazelle" I shouted

I walked upstairs "Gaze, where are you?" I shouted she wasn't in her room.

I sighed, I searched everywhere until I saw blood. I panicked as I saw Gaze drowning in her own blood she did it again.

I couldn't believe it my own best friend had tried to commit suicide and it's all my fault. I'm such a jerk as the tears rolled down my face. I noticed the picture of me and Gaze and it was covered In blood. I held it up high and clutched it to my chest.

I quickly called 911 and explained everything as they were quickly on their way.

I held Gaze's hand. "Your gonna be okay, Gaze I know you'll get through this I can't loose you" I told her

She wasn't even breathing and I panicked even more. The ambulance arrived as they gave her cpr and carefully lifted her up onto the stretcher. I followed them inside the ambulance as they quickly drove to hospital.

I couldn't stop crying if anything happens to Gazelle I don't think I can ever forgive myself. She strong I know it and I can't loose her.

Once we arrived to the hospital they rushed her into the emergency room and I had to wait. I was freaking out and breaking down emotionally.

I stared at my bloody hands I felt horrible. It's my fault I let her do this again and I wasn't their to stop her.

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It's been an hour and half and I'm been worried sick. Suddently, I hear the emergency doors slide and the doctor walks out as I stood up.

"How is she?" I asked

He pulls down his mask "Gazelle, is okay unfortunately, she lost a lot of blood and she needs a donation of blood" he says

"Uh, of course I'll donate" I told him

"Okay great why don't you have a seat in this room" he says

I nod, as I took a seat and soon later a nurse arrives with the stuff. I'm doing this for Gaze, I'm doing this for my bestfriend whatever it takes to make sure she's okay and healthy.

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They took a pint of blood from me and I felt fine just a little sore as I called Ethan to come to the hospital. I entered the elevator in order to get to Gaze's room. Once I reached the floor I was suppose to reach I searched for room 597 as I made a right and found it.

I placed my hand on the door knob as I took a deep breath and walked in. I walked in to see her sleeping. I sat on the chair that was beside the bed and tried my best not to cry. I hated seeing her this way but knowing I caused all of this makes it worse.

I saw the bandage that was wrapped around her wrist as I gently kissed it. Now all I need is for her to wake up.