Behind These Brown Eyes (Grayson Dolan)

Chapter 19

Gazelle POV
"I knocked on the door as Cameron answered and gave me a warm smile. I couldn't smile back at her I just nod as I walked in. I headed upstairs to Grayson's room as his door was closed. I knocked on the door but of course he wasn't going to answer it while he is in this condition. I twisted the door know as the door swung open. I walked in to see him and it just broke my heart to pieces. His face was pale and he wouldn't take his eyes of the picture.

I saw tissues scattered everywhere.

"Grayson" I whispered

I turned his face so he was facing me. I could see the pain in his eyes. He wouldn't say one word to me.

"Grayson, C'mon it's time to man up I know your not like this, you can't keep this up forever" I told him

"Why should I?" He sobs

Before I could say anything he speaks again.

"Were slowly loosing each other anyways" he says

"Grayson" I spoke

"Just leave Gaze" he orders

"No! I shouted

He grips his hair as he sighs. "Why not? He asks

"Because your my best friend and I can't loose you I know your hurting but it's not the first time you've put me through like this" I argued

He sits up " I was going to tell you that Sara is really cheating on you and that you should really think twice when it comes to chicks like her and if you don't believe me I don't know who you are anymore because best friends keep their promises and tell each other everything. Anyways, I followed her and I saw her at another guy's house and I came back to tell you but she showed up and you never gave me a chance to explain she is completely using you Gray all I wanted was too help you but it made sense when you told me that you never tried to kiss her I get it but if it weren't for her none of this would have happened I may have gotten a bit jealous but how was I suppose to feel knowing that you guys kissed in front of me? All I'm dating is that I'm sorry if I made you feel this way but she was the reason why I started to cut again after all this do you really think Sara is right for you?" I explained

He wipes his tear away.

"I'm so sorry Gaze I should have let you explain I'm such an idiot not even I'm a jerk" he says looking down at the ground

I walked up to and lift his chin up as his eyes meet mine.

"Don't cry anymore Grayson were all human and I may be forgiving but I want to promise me that your gonna eat and sleep" I told him

"I promise" he says

I turn to head out until I heard Grayson call my name.

"Gaze" he says

"Yeah?" I asked

"I...I...."