Grayson POV
"I was so fed up with my life right now I'm loosing everything and nobody cares. I pulled out my razor and cut my wrist about 10 times. The blood was gushing and dripping everywhere but I didn't care."I love you Gazelle" I whispered I felt weaker and weaker but what else did I have to loose?
Gazelle POV
"I was worried sick I'm afraid Grayson probably did something bad to himself I couldn't take it anymore I searched for any type of key to get his door unlocked whether Gray likes it or not.I found some lying on the counter as j quickly grabbed them and ran back to his room to unlock after about a good minute of twisting and turning and figuring out which key was the right one it worked. I unlocked it.
I opened the door and I felt like my heart was being taken out of my chest and stomped on. I couldn't believe Grayson was capable of this.
I dropped the keys I witnessed the blood all over his bed as he was lying their lifeless. I quickly ran over to him as the tears brimmed in my eyes.
"Grayson how could you do this why did you! I sobbed
"Because Gaze you are my world and after you kissed Ethan and snapped at me the other day I thought I lost you for good I never want too loose you ever I just thought you stopped loving me and I felt weak and worthless like nobody cared anymore that's why I did it" he cries
I cupped his cheeks and wiped his tears away.
"You won't ever loose me" I respond
As I let the tears roll down my cheeksHe wipes my tears " I love you Gray and I never did" I told him
I love you too Gaze" he says
"Come with me I need to take to the hospital" I told him
"No, I'll be find I'll just bandage it" he says
"I still cannot believe you did this" I cried
"Do you forgive me and Ethan?" I asked
"I don't really know I mean he kissed you how is that suppose to make me feel?" He asked
"You have every right to be mad" I explained
I quickly head to his bathroom and pull out a couple bandages. I walk over and rub some alcohol to stop his wrist from bleeding as he winced in pain because it stung. I then gently wrapped the bandages on his wrist.
I looked up to see Gray staring at me.
"Your so beautiful, I can't believe I was so blind all these years to see it" he says causing me to blush
"Oh, Grayson please" I replied
"I'm serious, thank you by the way" he says
"The only thing I can do is return" I assured him
"Just thinking about everything we've been through it's like a roller coaster" Grayson says
"True" I replied
I lean my head on his chest as he strokes my hair I've missed him so much. I do regret snapping at him I just wasn't myself.
"Grayson can you promise me something?" I asked looking up at his brown eyes that sometimes change from hazel to green aswell.
"Only if you promise me not to kiss Ethan I kinda liked it when you two hated each other" he says
I laughed "I promise" I replied
"Okay then?" He asks
"Promise me, that you'll never comit suicide I just don't wna tyou to end up like me" I explained
He sighs, "I can't promise you Gaze, but I'll try my best to avoid it" he says
I sit up as I admired his beautiful face.
"I always wonder if that's a birth mark or a mole" I giggled pointing at his chin
He chuckles, "you should know by now" he replies
I leaned in and kissed his lips ants he kissed back.
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Couple more chapters left their won't be a sequel for this I just don't see it happening.
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