Cloud 9

Chapter I

"The sweet and soft sound of your voice is music to my ears,

And I shall indulge through my dreams and fascination,

That I couldn't help but fell in love with you." —Seige.

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Chapter One

I couldn't help it, my heart is racing and I'm afraid that my legs couldn't function anymore when my brain is frozen in the spot where I couldn't bring myself into.

The loud noise came crashing and now, the throat of mine seems to feel dry. The heat of the air made my hands sweat, and the last thing I knew was I saw my twin sister running towards the road, my father with her. And I couldn't help but felt really jealous of her.

The jealousy that I've kept for longer years to come... I couldn't help but felt disappointed of my father that he'd spent time with her more than me. The lump in my soul couldn't get over it. I hated my twin sister, she's the cause of everything.

THERE! I SAID IT!! I HATE HER SO MUCH THAT I WANT TO KILL HER IN FRONT OF FATHER.

I bit my lip, impatiently. The hardness that I felt right now is that I want to crunch her nose and make her to go to hell.

I don't even care about her. I want my blissful moments with my father. Since, she and him always go to the mall and I'm sick of hanging with my MOM. I don't care if I'm selfish, I want my father with me.

NOT WITH THAT GIRL!!

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I woke up with myself, panting hard. A nightmare again. I groaned and sat on my bed, like I was just remembering that nightmare, no, memory like it was yesterday that it happened.

I stood up from my bed and continued my way towards my nightstand where it laid my painkillers, I started taking it. I hate this stupid things, no. I HATE MYSELF. I regretted every single move from my past. I sighed, and rubbed my hair, making it more messier than it already did.

I stepped in my bathroom and cleaned myself up. After taking a bath, I stepped towards my room and wore my usual clothes. I walked towards my nightstand and picked up my Samsung phone. I walked downstairs, with carelessness straight in my face.

I just moved here a couple months ago, well it started in summer. Mom and I always stepped away from social media or never trust anyone. I walk pass my sister, Vanessa. She always read the newspaper in the morning with her nerd glasses on.

"Good morning, sis. How's going on?" Vanessa spoke, softly. She was more murmuring, I liked the shyness of her personality, then I frowned at that thought. I sighed, my heart starts to climb up and down from my chest. I fear that I will get Hypertension again. I calmed my beating heart down.

I nodded as a response and made my way to the counter. I made myself a French toast and put a slice of cheese on it, I opened my mouth to eat it and walked towards the fridge. Opening it, I took the jug of milk and placed it on the counter. I took a glass from the top shelves and poured milk in it.

After eating, I drunk the whole glass and put it in the sink, I also placed the jug of milk back in the fridge. I brushed my teeth alongside with Vanessa. After that, I walked away from the kitchen and grabbed the keys for the house.

"Nessa, hurry up! We'll be late for school!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, it quite hurt though. But the pain is worth it, I couldn't help but feel mad at myself.