Change of Fate (Kellic)

Chapter 11

Vics POV

I open my eyes to a blinding light, looking round i remember last night actually happened and everyone except Lisa is all in the waiting room. Mike and Cara are awake and playing with each other but my parents are fast asleep.

My dads arms tighten around me when i try to sit up, but me needing to find out about Kellin is more important than anything to me right now, so i struggle a little harder. Well maybe a little too hard because my dad wakes up.

"Sorry dad i just really need to find out about Kellin" His eyes soften and he smiles gently at me.

"Don't worry Vic, about half an hour after you fell asleep his doctor came through and told us he's going to be ok but only his mum was allowed to see him at first. The doctor also recommended you to stay sleeping and rest so we didn't want to wake you up. We all wanted to stay here for Lisa incase she needed us or anything, you'll be allowed to go in and see him once Lisa has come out, alright bud?" i nod in understanding leaning back against his chest.

Waiting for Lisa to come out was torturous but once she appeared my heart just ached for her. Her hair was in this brunette messy bun, she had dried tears on her cheeks, she looked as if she barely slept at all and she just looked physically drained. I mean i understand, who wouldn't be drained after their son tried to kill himself.

"Vic sweetie you can go see him now, he's exhausted but he woke up about an hour ago and refuses to go back to sleep until he sees you" she tells me whilst sitting in between mamma and Mike.

"Okay thanks Lisa" After directions as to where it was i found myself outside his room. I walk in on Kellin doing the most adorable sneeze ever and seeing him makes me just want to hug him so tightly and to never let go. And thats exactly what I'm going to do.

Kellins POV

I woke up to find my mum holding my hand and laying her head on my what? hospital bed? oh shit, yea, i failed again. I didn't want to wake her but apparently i sneeze kinda loud because she suddenly woke and i wish i'd held it in because she looked like shit.

"Kellin! Baby you're okay! omg i love you so so much, what happened? why'd you do it sweetie?" she blurted out frantically searching my eyes for the answer. I think she realised i wasn't prepared for such a big outburst as soon as i woke up and her gaze suddenly softened, "i'm sorry honey, i was just so worried about you." she says whilst stroking my hand, "what made you do this?" i just hung my head remembering that phone call yesterday. I think she realised i was about to cry so she sat on the bed next to me and hugged me whispering how much she loves me and how i can tell her anything.

"D-dad called" and that goddamn stutter is back. She looked at me with sad eyes and i think she had a pretty good idea as to what he said because she hugged me tighter and didn't ask anything else about it. About and hour later she told me how Vic and his family are all probably still here so i asked if she could send Vic in.

"I think it'd be best for you to sleep for a little while then to start seeing other people hun" i just shook my head, regretting it slightly but it wasn't too bad because damn these hospital drugs where good this time round.

"P-please let me s-see Vic?" my voice cracked
She nodded smiling at me, kissed my forehead and left the room.

I waited for about 5 minutes until Vic walked in on me doing a sneeze. I always get so embarrassed sneezing infront of people so i probably went bright red. Dammit Kellin.

Just seeing how exhausted he looks to just really makes me hate myself, all i do is hurt people. Mum was so upset over this and seeing Vic is really hard, i mean i understand why but at the same time it just makes me want to try even harder to kill myself because all i do is fuck up and hurt people.

"Hey cutie" he smiles at me. I dont understand why he called me a cutie though. "Hi" i croak out, sadly. Vics expression changes and he slowly makes his way over to the side of the bed and sits down next to me. Just seeing him makes me want to burst into tears because I'm so confused, i want to end it all so badly but then i see Vic and i just cant bare to go through with it.

He turns my face to his gently and kissed me sweetly. Breaking the kiss he places an arm behind me pulling us closer together and gets under the blankets. I lean my head on his chest so his heartbeat can lull me to sleep.