The Playboys Are Going Down

Weeks turn into Months.

(Ariel)

I still haven't said a word. Nor have I eaten much.

The girls try and cheer me up but nothing really works.
Their so worried but I shrug them off.

Nothing hurts worse than when you think everything has been fine with someone but realize that you were the one to mess it up.

Alex has been here a couple time trying to make the emptiness go away but seeing him makes me hurt worse.

The weeks of them being gone have turned into months.
Life is horrible,he isn't coming back and I know that for a fact because of what I have done.

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I walk down stairs only to find 3 guys standing in my living room. But none of them are Liam.

They look worried. Really worried the girls crowd around them their hands over their mouths.

I walk up to them and look in Niall eyes.

And by the look on his face I can tell something bad happend to Liam.

"What happend to him" I ask.

The girls stare at me as if they have seen a ghost.

"What happend Niall just tell me" I say.

"Ariel you might want to sit down" Zayn says.

I look at him but I do what he says.

"Ariel, Liam got in a horrible car crash. He was on his way here when this truck hit him and he flew off the bridge.." He stops

I put my hands over my mouth and let only one tear come out.

"He is in the hospital, they got him out before he drowned so that's good, but you should go visit him" Niall says. Pulling me into a hug.
I pull away

"Niall I can't do this" I say

"Why not" Niall says pulling me closer.

"Because I love Liam" I say accidently letting a tear go. I grab my purse and run out the door.

I breathe heavily.

I walk to my car but get stopped by Harry grabbing my wrist.

I snap my head towards him.

"If you love him you should be there for him" He says.

"He wasn't there for me" I said
"Harry when he left I couldn't hold myself up I didn't do anything, me talking today has been the first time in months,I lost 20 pound because I can't eat or sleep without remembering that I let him go I did everything wrong,he doesn't deserve me,he deserves someone who won't break down, someone who won't do what I did" I say

Harry loosens his grip on my wrist and I pull it away.

I get into my car and drive away. I stop by the store and grab Liams favorite chocolate.

I hop back into the car and drive to the hospital.

I go to the front desk and ask for Liams room number they give it to me and I thank them.

I keep walking down the long hallway until I find the number the nurses have told me.

I walk in and see Liam.
He is in such a worse condition then I had thought.

His eyes are swollen, his skin is pale, he has a cast on his leg,and his ribs are wrapped up.

I cry at the sight of him. But I don't cry to loud to disturb anyone.

I walk over to the side of his bed and place his shirt he left, his favorite chocolate and a letter I wrote to him. The last thing I do before I leave is kiss him on his forehead.

I walk out and slide the door shut, I get back to my car and head home.

I'll be bombarded with questions but I will just say I needed air because we are graduating in 3 months and what happend to Liam.

I take a deep breath before I step out of the car.

I walk into the house and like I had said I was bombarded with questions.

They all were asking things like, 'where did you go', and 'whats wrong' and 'are you ok'. these were the most stupidest questions.

I just pushed past them all and go up to my room.

I grab my computer and try and find something to take my mind off Liam.

But just as I think that I won't be bothered Aqua and Niall burst into my room.

"Ariel I know you went to the hospital" Niall says in a serious tone.

I stare at him blankly.

"I have no idea what your  talking about" I say supposedly typing on my computer.

"Mhhmm what did the letter say" Aqua says.

What,were they stalking me or something I mean jesus.

I roll my eyes at her comment.
"Why do you care" I say shutting the top of my computer.

"Because 1)you didn't talk for what 2 months and barely showed any emotion.
2)you had a letter the had Liams name on it on your desk and
3)you leave to go were get some froyo after you just heard the worst news from you well used to be boyfriend" Aqua said.

"Yup that exactly" I say "Now please unless you can get make Liam better and help me not be bipolar please get out" I add.

I getting up and pointing towards the door.

They look at me but eventually they leave and I'm in my room completely and utterly alone. Just like I want to be.

I can't wait until Liams better so that he can just get out of here and leave me alone without any pain.
I know I know what you thinking.
Why would I want him to leave.
Reason number 1 he has a tour to get to.
Reason number 2 I never want to see him again.
And reason number 3 I hate his guts.
So yeah my life is so not what I thought it would be.

But the fact of it all is that well its uh uh....um well nevermind what the fact is.

I just hope these 3 months go by really fast so that I don't have to stay here anymore.

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Long story short ik crappy chapter its not like u guys care anyways cuz no ones gonna read it. But anyway the books ending soon so yeah.