The Journey Begins...

Feelings - Off the Cliff

You walk on this road that you build for yourself. You stumble a little but you keep walking, because this is what you want to doubt also need to do.

Suddenly you find yourself on top of the mountain with the wind blowing from behind. You want to stop but the force of the wind is much stronger than you are.

You still fight and resist, for you know you can do it. You resist until one big rock falls and moves the earth from underneath you. As the earth shakes you are about to fall again. However, you need to fight this new additional force. You won‟t let anything stop you. You look towards the sun, thinking it will bring hope to your heart; instead you end up fighting its rays which nearly blind you.

There are so many forces against you now and you have doubts you will fight them all. There is no one to give you a hand, but that is not the problem.

The problem lies in you. You had always been loaded with illusions that you are strong enough to fight the negative forces on your own, and suddenly you realize you were always wrong.

You have doubts in yourself now. Are you really as strong as you thought you were? Or are you lying to yourself and just from the first obstacle that you encountered you realize now that you needed help?

You don‟t know anymore but you just wish you can hold on and fight those forces alone to prove to yourself…That you can do it.

But can you? You ask this question to yourself at a time when you are nearly falling off the cliff and do you think you have time to figure the answer out?

You wait moments; seconds even milliseconds to find the answer hoping it will be a positive one at a moment when you need a positive attitude to fight the negative forces.