what they use to have.

memories kill me.

A week had past by and I still don't have any energy to get up ,but now it's Sunday since I left Monday and didn't come back ,they didn't seem to might care because I didn't hear anything back from them saying if I was okay or anything. .I doesn't really matter..

I had finally decided to text Alan to see if he would go shopping with me of course he couldn't say no so I got ready but while I was walking down stairs I spot the necklace on ground, the same spot I left it, I pick it up and just put into the fish bowl next to jet the fish, I just kept thinking of him, Niall* flashback* "Niall stop pushing! " he was swinging me into the swings, but I ended up in the ground, my butt on the grass" I'm so sorry Ellie belly! ,um are you hurt, does it hurt? ,sorry? "it okay ,no,no &it's okay! "here I was gonna give it to you later but I figured it would be a sorry present" he handed me a a small box that had a ribbon on it, that turned out to be a small infinity ring *end of flashback* I didn't notice I had gotten the necklace out of the tank, it was a ring but years past and it didn't fit anymore soo had turned it into a necklace .

I finally noticed Alan Was honking out side, I guess I had been staring at it for a while so I let it drop into tank again and get my purse and walk out &get into Alan car

Alan kept asking me questions of how I was doing pretty much everything* hey ells have you gotten any boys you want to tell me about? "Alan says puckering his lips" but it stung when he said it he knows who was my first kiss and that was niall and that was my very last kiss I had" No" "why not" "I don't like anybody" .."and nobody likes me" the whole ride was silent till "niall called me the other day" Alan and niall were pretty close but I didn't think niall would still have Alan number and call him and not me  

I decided against not arguing or being dramatic" oh" "ells what do you mean 'oh' " "i meant I don't care" I guess he didn't want to push it so he stayed quite

after I got home from shopping from Alan, he had found out I wasn't going to my classes he had told me he was gonna take me ether way.  

after I put everything away I had a text unknown number* "hey Ellis belly I'm so sorry! , I have talked to Alan the other day saying we are going to the same school? can't wait ill see you soon I'll explain xx" well I guess he had answered every question in my book except why? ,why did he come back? ,why did he leave me ,*why is he coming back! he Ruined everything ,he runied me ! 

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------um hey guys ,im so new at this so the chapters suck & there short but they wont be for long so dont hate me if there boring and short ! thanks .