what they use to have.

great day.

i woke up to my alarm being the bitch it is, but i got out of bed and strait towards the shower,when i was done i put on a moron wavy skirt and a black button up with my vans just to let you know im not a heels person& the necklace

, to start the day i drove to a Starbucks my friend Trevor worked at ,i walked in and handed the piece of paper to Trevor and he smiled i patiently waited till i hear my name

what felt like hours of deciding i would decided to go to school woo i only goo because i have to catch up to make it into college i have graduated but i still needed alot more so i had to go ,when i got there i had already missed my first class but it was Worth it not having to be able to speak when i got there of course everybody stared because i was going into a class that has started already the teacher didn't fight that i was late so i just sat in my normal seat the back, everybody knew i went mute but for them it was just another thing for them to pick on me with .. class had ended already and i had to go change books which meant i would be late again ,when Jack comes up yo me and decides to push me with every strength he had& i of course landed on the floor "ow can you just stop for one day please ?"i signed,i was being desperate but i knew it was no use , he didn't understand "aw the poor baby thinks i can understand her but no "he inched closer to me on the floor "i cant " he said harsh and kissed the tip of my nose and left .he only knows he can do this to me because I'm mute and theres always nobody there when anything happens bet tween us ,like i thought he plans when he wants to hurt me .

i just decided i would go home after the incident at school

when i got home i turned on the news when i saw Niall's face on the screen , i hold ed on to my necklace and riped it threw my neck and threw it at door , i had just found out Niall is back hes here in London but what shocked me the most he attending school here the same thing I'm attending in school but my school only allows that ? what happens if he goes to my school ? what if he does ...will he know im ellie ,Ellie his bestfriend?

i decided i wouldn't go back today just in case

or tomorrow

or the next day

but it turned into a week..