Envy (Niall Horan Fan-Fic) Book 1(IN EDITING)

Part twenty-eight

Hey guys! So i promised that i will update twice a week! :D Here's my promise!!! I was planning on posting it tomorrow, but I couldn't help myself!!! This chapter is emotional and I just want you guys to read it and tell me your opinions!!! Well here it is!!! Early update!!!!  

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Niall's POV

I keep on running and running down the halls of the hotel. I don't know where I'm going, but all I know is that I have to get out of here. I just want to be alone...

My feet lead me to the back of the hotel, where the tour busses are. I scurry myself to one of them and grab the key that Paul hid under it. I bite my lip in frustration as the doors are very slowly opening. I just want to grab my guitar and play non-stop. 

When the doors finally open I run inside, close the door, and run to one of my guitars that I left on one of the mini couches. I sit and begin to tune my guitar. I try playing it, but it's still out of tune. I can't concentrate correctly.

"Come on!!!" I yell frustrated.

My hands are trembling slightly as I feel my eyes close tight out of frustration.

"DAMN IT!" I scream as I throw my guitar to the ground in front of me.

I stare at the slightly broken instrument on the floor and I just sigh before pulling my knees to my chest and burying my face in my hands.

Why did she have to love him? 

Two Weeks Later

Today is the day my dream finally comes true. We're in New York right now, and tonight we're going to play in Madison Square Garden. Just thinking about it is giving me chills. The lads and I are really excited and I'm going to make sure that today is the best performance of my life. I'm going to let loose today and only focus on the microphone in front of me.  

I gave up on my plan a few weeks ago. Whenever Eli wanted to talk to me, I of course would talk to her. It's just that now, it's hard for me to. I'm trying to let go of my feelings for her, but they just won't go away. Whenever her and Harry are in the same room as me, I just walk out. I can't handle the torture. I usually let out all my frustrations and emotions in my performances now. Many of the songs are very relatable to my situation so I usually just let out my anger through vocals and my guitar playing. I just hope that I don't get too worked up today.

At the concert

The concert is going great so far! The stadium is fully crowded and I just feel energized! We just finished singing Gotta Be You. The crowd is cheering so loud that my ear piece is beginning to vibrate a little in my ear. I don't even care though. I feel so happy! The fans are so amazing and right now I just want to thank each and every one of them individually for supporting us and for helping me live my dream.

We're in the part of the concert now, where we interact a little with them.

"You guys are all just brilliant tonight." Liam says through his microphone.

The crowd cheers.

"Truly magnificent." Louis adds.

"Many of you, I see brought signs. They all look beautiful, don't they Li?" Zayn comments which causes the crowd to scream even louder.

Liam nods his head in agreement.

"I actually want to read some of them if you guys don't mind." Liam says.

More screaming.

"I take that as a yes." Liam replies while chuckling.

Liam walks to the edge of the stage and searches for different signs.