Envy (Niall Horan Fan-Fic) Book 1(IN EDITING)

Part thirty-four

Hey guys! I know I said I was going to update faster if I got alot of votes and I'm sorry I didn't. I've been with my family for the past few days and I hadn't had the time. Right now I'm actually sleeping over my cousins house and there all sleeping. Sorry about how short it is :p I'll try to update tomorrow ok! Well Enjoy! Warning: Sad

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Elis POV

My hands and shirt are soaked from my tears as I continue to cry into my hands while lying on the floor like a helpless child. The words keep on echoing in my mind, repetitively,

'Pathetic'

'Embarrassing'

And the worst of all...

'Good bye'

I know I should be gone... I should be somewhere else by now, but I feel too weak and exhausted to move from this spot where my worst nightmare has come true.

"What's wrong Eli?" I hear a voice in front of me say.

I slowly turn my head up and see a very concerned looking Harry standing in front of me. I respond by shaking my head. I can't form any words right now and I don't want to.

He puts his hand out to me and helps me up. His eyes pierce into mine, trying to figure out what possibly could've caused me to be like this.

I ignore his attempt to comfort me and I just walk out without another glance, another word.

As I walk out of the building many cameras begin to flash in front of me.

I ignore every question, every flash, and I just run. I'm unaware if they're following, and unaware where I'm running to. The only thing I'm aware of is the fact that I can't stand being here any longer.

After many minutes of running, I stop and fall to the floor. I try to take a deep breath, but all that comes out of me are more tears. I look around me and I see how I'm in front of a rail road track alone. No one followed me. I stand up and I brush off the dirt from my jeans. I wipe my tears away and I begin to stare at the empty, rusty rail road track. Why did I run here, out of all places? I feel a gust of wind hit me and it feels so refreshing. I observe the rail road track again and I back away from it. I take out my phone and I feel myself dial a number.

"Hello?" I hear the voice from the line say.

"Sofy, do you still need waiters?" I ask while sniffling.

"Eli are you crying? What happened?"

I shut my eyes closed and I take a deep breath.

"Yes or no?"

I hear a sigh from the other line.

"Yes I still do."

"Okay. See you soon then." I respond before hanging up.

I don't bother going back to get my clothes and pack. I wouldn't be able to handle being in the room where so many things have occurred between me and Niall.

I look around and I see a little building. I walk to it and I read the boarding schedule for the train.

"Do you need any help miss?" A man asks.

"I would like to buy a ticket."

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