A Forbidden and A Scary love [A Louis Tomlinson/ Harry Styles Fan Fiction]

Chapter 2

"yes Liam. I would like something. I would like for Louis to kill me... Id rather have him do it than me..." I said shakily "he's the only one I love." The two stared at me as if i was crazy... But i just nodded as if saying please. Liam stuttered "w-why... You... You're beautiful and amazing you obviously have a reason to live." I shook my head "I don't. I want to person I love to kill me" I stared at Harry and he just gave me a look of hurt. Starting to sober up, he started crying and looked at his hands "what have i done." He closed his eyes "I'm horrible." He cried harder. Suddenly he hugged me tightly "I'm sorry. So so so so so sorry" I hugged back "I'm used to it..." I started walking away but he grabbed me and spun me around. I glanced at Liam and back at Harry and right there he kissed me. My eyes widened in shock. I stumbled away "Harry...." I could barely talk. He smiled "wanna go out?" I nodded slowly "ok...." I handed him my number then turned around. I started to run. I didnt know where but I did. Away from that. That was bad and good at the same time. Sure i kissed Harry but he's not even my favorite. I love harry but as an idol and he's like my brother but Louis he just makes me want to... Unf... I'd do so much to him. I wanted to run back and yell "I don't like you Harry! I love Louis!" But i can't do that. It probably won't even last... Right? Yeah probably. But what if it doesn't. I really don't like Harry like that. Uh... Im an idiot.

A/N: sooo this is a short one. Sorry. And yeah yeah this was gonna be a Harry fan fic and I changed the title i don't wanna hear it. The original story I was going to do wouldnt have been as good. Its the same plot line but theres a reason. Sorry if that doesnt make sense. Anyways I'll update more now. I love you. (: MMWWAAHH!