[Unfinished] I Hate You Jooheon

Jooheon's POV: I Screwed Things Up

But the thing is, she thinks I don't like her.

As I walked out of the studio, I overheard her talking to San E. "He was so rude, I don't know. I didn't think he would be this cold in real life." Suddenly, San E spotted me. "Oh hey!" he called out. Obviously he was trying to get her to stop talking. She turned around and saw me. Her eyes opened wide, as if she got caught doing something wrong. I stared at her. I really didn't know what else to do. I was in shock, angry and hurt that she would think of me that way. But it was true, I was cold to her. After a while, I turned my back and walked back to the studio. I lost my appetite to eat. Besides, I wanted to go on a diet anyways.

I sat down and picked up my pen. I slammed the pen back onto the table. I can't believe I'm screwing things up. Then she came in looking for me frantically. She saw me slam my pen down and got really quiet. "Can I sit here?" she asked quietly, unsure if I would flare up. I motioned for her to sit. The room was silent for what seemed like eternity. Then the producer came in. "You know what to do right? Okay, put on the mic and we'll start shooting in 5." Soon, the cameramen and stylists were all coming in and preparing for the shoot. It was lively again, but there was a certain dark aura in the room. She remained quiet.

I sighed. I screwed things up so badly.