Eighteen~a haleb fanfiction

dreams

HANNAS P.O.V
Right after mine and Caleb's bicker, I went to bed. I couldn't deal with him right now. I got under the duvet with my head under the pillow blocking out the world. What seemed like hours later, Caleb came in and I heard him getting ready for bed and a few minutes later, it became cold as he lifted his half of the duvet up and got under.
"Hanna are you awake?" He whispered.
I decided not to reply and pretend I was asleep. He sighed and I expected him to wrap his arms securely around my waist. But he never did.

It made me suddenly scared, what if he didn't love me anymore? He didn't love me. I thought. I began to feel really sick about that thought and over think about it. What if he's cheating on me. He wouldn't do that. He loves me.
"Do you loves me?" I blurted out.
My sudden out burst scared him "holy shit Hanna."
"Sorry." I whispered.
"and of course I love you." He said quickly. I couldn't see much through the dark but I could see the features of his face. The features I fell in love with.
"I'm sorry I just thought because you-" I paused at how stupid I sounded.
"You thought..."
"I thought because you didn't hold me in your arms that you didn't love me." I said truthfully.
"Hanna." He sighed "I love you."
"I love you too." I whispered.
I closed my eyes to try to go back to sleep. But truth is, I couldn't, being in his arms had grown a common thing and it felt weird him being there but not. I just brushed it off and quickly got comfortable before trying to sleep. Suddenly I felt him gently touch my back as he wrapped his arms around me. I smiled as he held me tightly against his bare chest. He gently kissed the back of my neck "better?"
"Better." I agreed "you always know how to make me smile."
"Well that's my job ain't it." He whispered agaisnt my neck.
It sent a shiver down my spine "I'm cold now." I huffed.
"Well that means I can hug you tighter." He said and shuffled in his position onto his back "come here."
He lifted up his arm and I shuffled under resting my head on his shoulder. I wrapped one arm over his chest and the other gently touched his arm next to my head and he wrapped his arms tightly around my shoulder "better?"
I nodded and he kissed my head "good night."
"Night." I grinned. No matter what, he always showed me exactly how much he loved me. I fell into a deep dream.

{6x04 with a twist}
"Caleb, why would you do that?" I yelled.
"Hanna, you have to understand I spent months not knowing if you were okay, scared to death of what might have happened to you."
"I know you did and I realise how difficult that must of been for you but I'm back now and I don't need you being my guard dog." I said softly.
"Hanna, I'm your boyfriend and I'm going to try and protect you. A could hit again. I don't know what I'll do if your taken from me again." He said.
"Caleb it was just as hard for me, I was stuck in a room, worried sick of what was going on back at home, how my mum was, if you were okay." I croaked.
He ran a hand through his short brown hair before sighing "I'll take the tracker off...I'm sorry for being worried about you."
I didn't know if he was annoyed or upset.
I sat down on the dining chair and watched as he grabbed a coke from the fridge and slowly sipped it.
He then grabbed his coat.
"I thought you were staying with me tonight." I said quickly, not wanting him to leave me alone.
"I don't want to suffocate you." He sighed.
"Caleb...I didn't mean it li-"
He interrupted me "no Hanna, Its fine...I'll see you tomorrow."
"Caleb..." I stuttered.
"yes?"
"I want you to stay with me." I gulped.
He smiled weakly before walking over and wrapping his arms around me pulling me into a hug "I love you and I'm sorry."
"I love you too." I whispered.

I woke up smiling, he always made me feel special. I looked at the clock. Today Aria was visiting, and I couldn't be happier.