Eighteen~a haleb fanfiction

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Okay so i decided to update twice tonight!
I hope u enjoy this & i'll try and update tomorrow
CALEBS P.O.V
Hanna and I were layed on my bed as I drew circles on her back.
"Caleb?" She whispered.
"Yeah?"
"Will we make it?" She said turning to face me.
"what?"
"Will we be together forever, we're only 18, and my dad told me that high school love never works."
I could see the hurt and sadness in her eyes.
"Hanna..." I paused "of course we will."
"but what if you meet a nicer, prettier, funnier, better girl at collage?" She asked.
"I'm not going to 'cause I love you."
"I love you too." She looked at the clock next to my bed "it's 11, I'm going to get ready."
She grabbed her makeup wipes and took her makeup off and threw her hair up into a bun before grabbing her Pyjamas, some black shorts and a white vest top. She got dressed and then got back under the covers. I took everything but my boxers off and got into bed with her.
"one second." She whispered standing up.
"Where you going?" I asked
"I've got to go change my lady business."
I nodded and closed my eyes. 10minutes later, I opened them again and she wasn't back. I was confused and quickly stood up and headed to the bathroom.
"Hanna?" I knocked on the door.
"One second." She sniffed.
"Are you crying?" I knocked gently again.
"No." She quite obviosuly lied.
"Hanna?"
The door swung open and Hanna stood there smiling "done."
"Are you okay?"
She bit her lip and nodded.
She quickly walked past and into the bedroom and I followed behind. She jumped under the covers and I snakes my arms around her and kissed the back of her neck gently "Han."
"what?"
"What's wrong?" I asked.
She began to feel tense and cry quietly.
"Come here." I sat up and lifted her gently onto my lap.
"I'm sorry Caleb." She mumbled.
"What?"
"It puts me at ease." She whispered.
"What does?"
She placed her shaking hand out and through the dark, I could see small cuts in her wrist.
"Hanna..."
She softly cried into my shoulder and I held her tighter.
"Why?"
"I'm not good enough, I'm ugly, I'm fat, everyone leaves me, my dad hates me, everything." She croaked.
I carefully picked up her wrist and put my bedside light on so the dark room was slightly bright. I kissed each scar gently and for each one I told her something.
"I love you."
"I need you."
"Your beautiful."
"I would love you no matter what."
"Your perfect."
"Your going to be okay."
"I'm here." Etc
"Please don't do it again." I said and lifted her carefully off my lap.
"But its hard, it makes me get what I deserve "
"You don't deserve to be hurt, your precious."
"I don't want to be precious, I want to be healthy, have a good body. Your way to good for me." She said.
"Don't say that, I love you."
"It's true." She said.
"No, no it's not, Hanna." I lifted up her chin "I love you."
She smiled weakly "I love you too."
"Now do you want to go to sleep and tomorrow, we're going to talk about this okay?"
She nodded "goodnight."
"Night beautiful." We layed down and I hugged her tightly so her back was touching my chest.
She began to giggle.
"What?"
"I can feel you breathing in my neck and it tickles." She laughed.
"sorry." I chuckled.

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HANNAS P.O.V
I woke up and Caleb was no longer holding me tightly. I sighed and got up and slipped my dressing gown on before entering the main room "Caleb?"
"I'm just in the shower!" He called
I sat down on the sofa and grabbed my phone from the side and opened it. I had 11texts.

Dad- ur not at Aria's

Where are you?

Are you with Caleb?

for godness sake Hanna

Get home now

Don't ignore me

Hanna Marin!

ur grounded

Happy to be with ur little boy toy?

I'm informing you mother

And 1 was from my mum

Mum- Hanna, u know u shouldn't have disobeyed your father, but he can't control ur life, stay at Calebs and I'll pick you up later so me,you and your father can talk about it. Love you

I placed my head in my hands and sighed "for god sake."
At that second Caleb walked in smiling, his hair was damp and he was wearing black jeans and a white top.
He kissed the top of my head "good morning."
"morning."
"What's wrong?" He asked sensing the sadness in my tone.
"My dad found out where I am, he's really mad and he's told my mum and now I'm having a little meeting with my parents about us. Fun times." I said sarcastically.
"Do you want me to come?"
"I'll ask my mum but I doubt my dad really wants to see you right now." I said.
"when's your mum picking you up?"
"I don't know, a few hours? I'm gonna get dressed." I smiled weakly and began to draw lines up my scars on my arms with my finger.
Caleb instantly pulled my hand away "don't Hanna."
"Just one...I need too."
"Right, let's do something, every time you want to, you call me, and every time you want to I'll give you a kiss to distract you, if you do hurt yourself, no kisses for a week." He clapped his hands together before placing one on my leg and looking at me "I'm going to help you."
I nodded and pecked my lips out so he would get the hint and kiss me.
He laughed and leaned in kissing me gently yet lovingly "now get dressed and I'll make some breakfast."
"Okay."

//
I was wearing black leggings with a white v-neck and my black leather jacket and my hair was down and curled the ends. My makeup was simple apart from my eye make-up. I had done a small flick with black eye shadow.
Caleb walked in and smiled "you look nice, but why so different."
"I want to look grown up, so my dads a bit reasonable."
"Okay."
I sat down on the corner of the bed "this is so stupid."
Caleb put out his arms and I quickly stood up hugging him quickly "I love you."
"I love you too."