Eighteen~a haleb fanfiction

friends

HANNAS P.O.V
Me and Toby arrived at the hospital and found a worried looking Spencer stood outside room 121. I ran over and hugged her "I'm so sorry."
"I'm sorry too." She sniffled before turning to her boyfriend and Toby gave her a loving hug. I smiled weakly at them. How badly I wanted that. I sat down in the seat outside when a doctor came out. He was tapping the clipboard "im doctor fishers, are you here for Me Rivers?"
We all nodded.
"Well it seems Mr Rivers tried to have a drug overdose, due to his depression." He said.
I froze "de-de-depression?"
"Yes...he was diagnosed with it 4months ago, did he not tell you?" Doctor Fishers asked.
I slowly shook my head. This was all my fault.
"Is he okay?" Spencer croaked.
"We managed to save him and he should be awake in a few hours." The Doctor smiled weakly "you can all go in once some finally checks are done."
He walked off and I brought my knees to my chest and cried. Spencer was also crying, and Toby was trying to stay strong.
"He-its-my-fault." I cried.
Toby hugged me "Hanna, its not your fault, its a illness people can't help."
"But if I didn't leave, he would be okay." I sniffled.
"He was just alone." Spencer said softly.
I nodded, but I didn't quite believe it.

//
The three of us went into Calebs room. I cried again at the sight of him layed uncomfortably on the bed. A lump formed in my throat. What would happen to me and Caleb now? I mean we weren't exactly together, and I knew we couldn't just rush back into things. Now now.

I sat down and lifted his pale hand and entwined our fingers. I looked up at Spencer and she smiled "he loves you Hanna."
"I don't know what to do." I sighed softly, looking at the guy layed on the bed. He had tried to leave this world, because of me. I was the reason he almost died.
"Just be patient." Toby grinned weakly.
I nodded. All of a sudden he began to stir so I quickly pulled my hand away from his. He opened his eyes and instantly shot up "where am I?"
"Hospital." Toby said.
"Caleb you tried to kill yourself." I sighed.
"Hanna...why are you here?" He asked.
"Because..." I love you "I was with Spencer and Toby."
"Oh..."
Spencer glared at me.
"We'll give you space." Toby muttered and the two of them left.
"Hanna..." Caleb whispered.
"I left Jordan." I breathed.
"You did?" His eyes widened.
I nodded "he cheated on me."
"I'm so sorry..."
"No, its fine." I smiled but it immediately turned to a frown "I was so scared Caleb."
He looked down with shame.
"Why didn't you tell me you were diagnosed with depression..." I gulped.
"U didn't think it was important for anyone, especially you, to know." He said truthfully.
"I know its my fault Caleb...I know its because you...you...still loved me." I whispered.
"Hanna..." He looked into my eyes "I couldn't get over you."
I bit my lip, how badly I could fall right back into his arms, but he hurt me.
"Caleb, we can't just jump right back into what we used to have, its going to take time. For now, we're friends." I smiled weakly St him.
"friends." He repeated.
I nodded and he leaned up and kissed my cheek. I blushed but instantly hid it.
"Where are you going to live?" He asked.
"um...friends can live together right?" I gulped, hoping he would take the hint.
"Yep..." He paused "I can sleep on the couch until you get your own place...or..."
"Friends." I reminded him.
He nodded.

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Okay, so get ready for a rant...

HAVE U GUYS SEEN THAT SPALEB KISS. DID U C THE KISS IN THE FREEFORM TRAILER?! IM SO DONE WITH ALL THIS TIME JUMP COUPLE PROBLEMS. JUST GIMMA THE MAIN SHIPS HAPPY BY 6X20 OR IM DONE WITH THE SHOW.

Okay...I hope u enjoy this chapter, I didn't want to immediately jump straight back into romantic Haleb, so they're friends (for now ;)))

Comment ur opinions. Love you all

-Rosie