Eighteen~a haleb fanfiction

I'm scared of you

CALEBS P.O.V
"Hanna!" I screamed.
"What?" She yelled back "I'm sorry okay? Okay? Your just sad okay, take your pills."
It was just me and Hanna in her family home in rosewood. She had told me she might need to take some makeup tests when we're supposed to be going to spain in the summer. I was angry and upset, I hadn't taken my depressive tablets, so my emotions were everywhere, and I had sudden outbursts of anger.
I clenched my fist and held it close to her face she looked petrified...of me.
"Caleb..." She said softly "take your pills."
I bit my lip "I planned this trip, and I was going to-" I paused, remembering the ring "just please go away."
"I want to help." She gently touched my arm.
"Hanna. I don't want to hurt you." I mumbled "just give me a while."
She nodded sadly, the tears in her eyes. I sighed and watched as she left the room. I quickly downed my pills with a glass of water and slowly unclenched my fist. I looked at it and began to cry. I was going to hurt her.
I walked up to our room in her mums home, where she was waiting.
"Han." I knocked softly.
"Come in." She chocked, obviously crying.
I walked in and towards her, causing her to flinch. I held my hands up in defeat and sat next to her "I'm not going to hurt you."
"But you were..." She sniffled moving away slowly "I know you can't help it, and...and...I know its my fault you're this way, but I'm your girlfriend Caleb."
"And I love you." I sighed truthfully.
"I love you too." She whispered "but you need to take your pills, and control yourself okay?"
I nodded quickly, I wanted her to know how sorry I was.
I gently touched her arm and she tensed slightly, before loosening her body tension. She climbed onto my lap and cried softly into my shoulder.
"sssh." I mumbled "its okay."
I kissed her head. I knew she was still scared I would hurt her. But I wouldn't. I knew she couldn't completely feel safe around me for a while, seeing that I held my fist to her face not longer then 20minutes ago.
"Hanna it won't happen again." I said hugging her tightly.
"I know." She whimpered when the door flung open and Sean walked in.
"Hanna are you okay?" He asked.
"She's fine." I said quickly, avoiding all questions, today, this fight, this stayed between us.
"She doesn't look it..." Sean muttered walking off.
I rolled my eyes "I love you beautiful."
"I love you too Caleb." She said.

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Idek what to say about last night's episode. I don't believe Ezra killed Charlotte, but I feel like he may know something. I also hate Jordan already lol, but who doesn't. Haleb was just adorable and sad and Spaleb, don't even get me started!! There an amazing friendship but there love story doesn't work for me.

The next episode's promo, Melissa and Hanna kind of question them about it, and I sense some Spaleb in Madrid flashbacks, but idk. Have u guys also noticed Calebs been wearing shirts like this whole season and in all the bts photos of the rest😂😂 somebody found a cute new style!!

Comment ur thoughts
-Rosie