Girls Got Greatness

My love story

So a couple weeks ago in another chapter I posted son stuff about my love life aka "So at my school I like this guy but he likes my BFF and she's dating someone else, and the worst part of it is that he asks me for advice on how to pick her up😕. But then when you thought it couldn't get any worse another person I know likes him. Plus he's my closest guy friend and I'm afraid to ask him out because I might lose him as a friend and that would really suck. I've made it so obvious that I like him, the only thing I didn't do is walk up to him and scream in his face HEY I LIKE YOU!! I even broke up with my boyfriend cause I like this guy (don't you dare judge me). I really really really like this guy so what should I do?" 
So I kinda told him I like him by sending him this in a text message:

Dear, Salamander, Dolphin, Reindeer, Troy, Tacky pants, Cole, Chancellor and Codi,

Cole you always asked for the truth... The truth? I like you. A lot. You make me happy. You make me laugh. You're smart. You're different. You're a little crazy, and akward, and your smile alone can make my day. You never knew this because I was always afraid to tell you, because I'm 100% sure you don't feel the same way. And even though it kills me to admit that I hope someday you'll feel the same about me. Please never forget me or any of the fun times we had together. Like at ShliterBuan when we ate candy and drank a Coke while the others where in the lazy river, or when we where at the corn maze and we got separated from everyone else and we had to find our way out, I especially hope you don't forget that time when where at the rollerskating rink for my birthday and I kept stabbing you with my trident and sword while you stabbed me with your hatchet. I love you.
                  

                      ~Forever your friend                    
                         Crista Newt

And so yeah he said he doesn't feel the same way and I'm totally cool with it and we're still friends and stuff but I want y'all to comment and tell me or try to tell my why do I still feel in love with him?!💖💗😏😊😉