In An Instant

If I Could Turn Back Time...

I opened the bathroom door and almost fainted...
"CHISTINAA!" I screamed. Blood. Everywhere.
"Ohmygosh, Ohmygosh, nonononoNO!!" I screamed as tears started flowing. Christina was in the tub with very shallow water mixed with blood. Taped to her was a note:
Suprise!
Didn't think I would do it did you? Well I did! To whoever is reading this, I'm sorry that I wasn't strong enough. I just couldn't keep it up. I felt like I was all alone and that no one understood how I felt. I just couldn't do it. I can't do it. I did it. Mom, Dad, hope I made you proud.

-Christina Parker
  I stood up but fell. I got up again and very shakily made my way to the living room. I sped-dialed Peter, I don't think that I was ready or that Olivia was ready to know that her best friend commited suicide.
Come on, pick up, pick up..
"Hello?"
"Peterhiokyouneedtolistentomechristinacommitedsuicideidontknowhowbutineedyoutocomebackbecauseidontknowwhattodo."
He didn't respond until after a couple of minutes later, obvioulsy processing the situation.
"Ok, I'm leaving now, be there in 10 minutes." Even thought he couldn't see me, I nodded and hung up. I stared at the body in the tub. Her beautiful hair was now blood-stained, making her look some what of a red head. Her bright clothes were now stained and soaked in blood. I felt sick to my stomach as I began to stand. I dizzily ran outside, trying not to crash into anything and threw up near a tree. I couldn't look at Christina. I didn't even know her for that long! I wiped the bottom of my chin and slumped against the tree and started crying.
If I could have turned back time, I would fix all of this. I wouldn't be here. I would be at home with my mom, worrying about 10th grade and college. I would be worrying about my secret and my friends. I would be anywhere but here.
Soon it started raining. I looked up to the sky and let the water fall on my face.
What am I doing with my life?
Not knowing what to do, I did the one thing that made up happy.
I turned on my heels and ran.
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A/N
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Next Update: Tuesday
Published: 14/12/16