I Need You...

The Accident

(Nessy's P.O.V)
Ughh Mornings... I hate them so much... Well i did my usual woke up at 5:30AM to do my hair and pick out an outfit for today... Black ripped up jeans, high top converse and a MIW T-shirt. I just felt like this was gonna be one weird and crazy day... It has been a whole month since the park and Eli and I have been closer than ever... I felt so connected to him and i couldnt wait to see him...
It was time to leave for the bus so i said goodbye to my parents and ran outside. I was so excited to see Eli today I dont know why but he completes me its weird...
I finally got to my seat and turned up my music on full blast till Eli got here...
Yay he is here!!! "Hey Eli!!!" "Hey beautiful how was your sleep last night?" "It was good how about you handsome?!?!" "Perfect." He gave me a kiss on the cheek. I started blushing again as always... He looked so innocent and i wanted him to be mine so bad but i didnt know how to... We finally arrived to school and me and Eli seperated for a while... He said he wanted to see his friends for a second... I walked over to my boyfriend Alex.. Today is the day i will break up with him and i cant let anything get in my way.. "Hey Alex..." "Why the fuck havent you returned my calls or texts? I hate when you do this i expect you to answer when im texting or calling..." He always scared me when he talks like this i felt like he was gonna hit me.. "We need to talk Alex, About us." "What is it Nessy?" "I think we should break up ok i dont want a relationship anymore with you im dont with you disrespecting me and the harsh words and i just cant take it anymore ok im done with us." "But Nessy I love you so much i do that to be a tease you know that.." He started grabbing my waist and pulling me close to his body where i can feel his member against me. It was so uncomfortable.. "C'mon baby give daddy a kiss." "No let me go..." I tried to break free but he wouldnt budge. He pushed his face to mine combining our lips... I hated it i didnt want that with him i wanted that with Eli.. I tried breaking it but he wouldnt let me go.. Thats when Eli came. I finally broke free of Alex and stared at Eli with tears in my eyes... He looked so hurt.. What have i done? Oh no he is starting to cry...

(Eli's P.O.V)
What? Why is she kissing that guy? Oh god i feel tears in my eyes. She is starting to cry too, I didnt know what to do i felt betrayed...broken...used... I couldnt keep looking at her. I started running for the nearest exit i just couldnt stand being there.. I ran all the way to the park where we had our first date.. No one was there so it was just me and my thoughts...
I couldnt stop crying, I reached into my bag and found my blade... I havent used this in years and it was still full of blood... I cleaned it with my jacket and after that i pushed the blade onto my skin... After that I stared at the blood coming out... Before i knew it i was on the ground almost past out and i seen... Her running towards my body... I past out completely...