I Need You...

I Love You

(Nessy's P.O.V)
Its been an hour since we have been in the hospital, i hope everything is ok... All of a sudden i hear "Is there a lady here named Nessy?" "Yes that will be me, is everything ok with Eli?" "Eli would like to see you." "Ok." I turned to his mother and told her "As soon as im finished ill tell him to let you in.." "Ok dear." So now i followed the doctor to Eli's room... He was sitting there looking sad and so scared... "Eli?" I was about to cry. I was so glad to see him still alive... "Nessy... I didnt actually think you would be here.." "How could i leave you Eli you mean alot and i didnt want to leave not knowing if you were ok or not. I called your mom, she is in the waiting room waiting to see if you are ok." "Oh ok, thanks." He was crying now "Eli why are you crying?" "Because im so stupid... I cut myself and put myself in a hospital because you kissed another guy... I cant believe i actually thought i had a chance with you.. I shouldve known you had someone else..." "I bet it was that guy that sent you that text.." There was a tiny pause and I couldn't take the silence. "Eli it wasnt me who kissed him i tried to break up with him cause i wanted you not him.. I LOVE YOU NOT HIM and it wasnt good for you to make stupid assumptions and think that i would actually think of hurting you when you are the one i want to be with..." I cant believe i actually said i loved him... I needed to get out of there fast... "Y-you love me?" We both stared at each other in silence for a while... He seen the blood mark on my shirt wear my arm was.  He grabbed my arm and seen my cuts and then he looked back at his arm and seen what i have done... I snatched my hand and said "Im glad you feel better... I got to go.." "But Ness-" I ran out the room crying.. I ran to his mother and said, "You can go see him now. After that, I ran all the way to my house... Thank god no one was home, i ran straight to my room and put on a new shirt and just let everything out... I was there for a while just crying All of a sudden my room door bursts open where
My mother found me crying... She sat down next to me and tried calming me down... "Whats wrong sweety?" "Mom i did something so stupid and i almost lost someone i love.." She understood that i didnt want to explain so she hugged me tight and left my room... I stayed there the rest of the day and hopefully i dont have to leave for a while...