Sabrina's little sister

A silver lining

* you have to do everything you can, you have to work hard and if you stay positive you have a shot at a silver lining *

Sabrina's POV
I woke up on the couch with Sarah and Mia sleeping opposite me cuddled up together, I stand up and stretch but see the bandages wrapped around my arms, I'm ashamed of myself for what I did and the bandages are a constant reminder. I walk into the kitchen and begin making breakfast, I place 3 pop tarts in the toaster before going in the cupboard to get three plates. After almost giving my self burns on my fingers from picking up the pop tarts straight from the toaster I carry the plates into the living room and place them on the coffee table. "Sarah" I whispered shaking her shoulders carefully "yeah Sabrina" she said whilst placing Mia's head on her chest "I made breakfast, it's on the coffee table" I replied as I moved hers and Mia's plates closer to her. I ate my pop tart whilst Sarah went back to sleep still cuddled up to Mia, Sarah is so motherly I've never realized it until now. I decided that since everyone was asleep that I'd watch an episode of PLL, well shall we say one episode turned into re-watching the whole of season one.

I was about to start season two when my phone went off, it was a text from Bradley.

B ~ Sabrina, I know I'm probably the last person you want too see or talk to but we need to talk
S ~ what's there to talk about you said possibly everything hurtful you thought about me yesterday unless you've thought of some other things you wish to call me
B ~ Sabrina, after I left your house yesterday I realised I have some issues that I need to sort out, so I went to a therapist and a counsellor to discuss them with a professional, they said my sudden bursts of anger and depression have been bought on by stress presumably from work, I'm extremely sorry for what I did and what I said but I had no control of myself, I saw red I understand you'll probably never forgive me but I wanted to let you know the boy you fell in love with is still here and he is fighting not only for himself but for you
S ~ I'm glad we now know why you've been feeling like this lately but it still doesn't make up for the things that you said and did, you broke so many promises yesterday, I'm glad your beginning to find yourself again but I'm not sure I can fully forgive you just yet, I need time to think
B ~ if time is what you want that's what I'll give you, but I'm not giving up on you, on us. My counsellor told me about something called a silver lining, I believe that you have to do everything you can, you have to work hard and if you stay positive you have a shot at a silver lining, you are my silver lining Sabrina, you taught me so much I'm not letting you go that easily and once I do have you back I will never walk out on you that easily again because that is my biggest regret and my biggest mistake, I can't get that image of you crying out of my head, I just wish I'd did something
S ~ I need time bradley, it's going to take time for me to trust you again and time for me to love you again and even then I can't promise I still do, my feeling and emotions are so messed up at the minute I don't know what I'm feeling
B ~ ok well I'll give you time and space and well you have my number so text me whenever your ready and I'll be here waiting not matter when and no matter where I'll be waiting

"Who are you texting" Sarah asked as she ate her breakfast "oh it's um nobody" I replied placing my phone in my pocket "now I know you were texting someone as I have two pieces of evidence one being you can't lie for toffee and two being you've been texting for the last 15 minutes while I've been awake, so come on spill" she replied smiling and trying to not wake Mia "it was nobody promise" I replied smiling "sister swear" she said giving me a serious look "Sarah are you serious we haven't done that since we were like six" I replied laughing "I don't care sister swear" she replied as she moved to get comfortable "fine sister swear" I said giving in to her pathetic game.

Hey guys, sorry for the short chapter but it's really important for later on in the story, (I watched silver linings playbook and this happened 😂)  if you haven't already go and check out my other books and maybe vote of your kind.
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